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hi i am nick from new jersey i have been a satanist for about 2 years now and havent gotten anywhere with medidtations or anything every time i try to talk to a demon all i get is lies from angels or greys or whatever they are and its really been getting on my nerves there are 2 thing i want to ask first off i want to know if there is anyone in the southern jersey area (i live in beachwood if that helps) that can meet up with me to show me the truth of all of this and secondly i want to know from people of the board why is it that whenever i try to get any meditating in that i lose the will to right away i have wanted power to destroy my enemies for so long and now i have the means to but everytime i try something stops me and i cant figure out why my guardian is abraxas and i have asked him to help me with my meditation and all ive done is waste his time please if anyone can help me i would be eternally grateful thx in advance and HAIL SATAN!!!!
