Another big fight + I left home

[MercuryWisdom]

I entered another big fight at home this time with my younger brother that ended in me beating him.

I left home.
I’m also going to get a full-time job again so I’m not homeless and to put bread on the table.

I’m going for full independence I can’t have/don’t want this family again.

Spirituality and JoS is going to take a backstage for a while.

Survival first.

(Not looking for criticism, as most of you probably would never understand.)

 

[Epiphany]

You might be surprised, but your relationship will probably improve with some distance.

It's tough out there but you have plenty of motive to make it. Necessity is the mother of invention.

Glad you're trying to take care of yourself. Good luck.

 

[MercuryWisdom]

You might be surprised, but your relationship will probably improve with some distance.

It's tough out there but you have plenty of motive to make it. Necessity is the mother of invention.

Glad you're trying to take care of yourself. Good luck.

Thank you I hope it gets better for me.

I will try to have strength again.

 

[Shadowcat]

I'm sorry you are dealing with this, especially so young. Hoping you can make it enough out on your own. Please above all stay healthy and safe.

 

[Paladin of Khepu]

I’m truly sorry to hear this brother. Please stay safe out there. The Gods will always protect you. Remember to stay aware and we are here if you need us.

 

[MercuryWisdom]

I'm sorry you are dealing with this, especially so young. Hoping you can make it enough out on your own. Please above all stay healthy and safe.

Thank you sister.

 

[MercuryWisdom]

I’m truly sorry to hear this brother. Please stay safe out there. The Gods will always protect you. Remember to stay aware and we are here if you need us.

Thank you brother Ramier.

 

[ramses13th]

You'll do great, stay strong, heal, find peace within yourself and strive for better!

 

[Way_Seeker666]

Spirituality and JoS is going to take a backstage for a while.

I don't think this is ever a good idea...

Before anything else, I'm sorry things have gone this way. I know what it's like to have a shitty home life. And I wish you success.

But I suggest you continue to put time and effort into this path. The choice you've made (going out on your own in the world) is one that when made suddenly like this can end up putting a person in extremely bad situations. Things you don't even want to think about. Having your protection and other powers is essential, and you may need help from the Gods.

If you've never lived on your own before, you're going to face new challenges and difficulties, and you're going to grow. You'll have to. This is part of life and is ultimately a good thing, even though it doesn't always seem to be at the time.

I wish you well. Take care of yourself and be wise in your decisions and actions.

 

[MercuryWisdom]

You'll do great, stay strong, heal, find peace within yourself and strive for better!

 

[MercuryWisdom]

I don't think this is ever a good idea...

Before anything else, I'm sorry things have gone this way. I know what it's like to have a shitty home life. And I wish you success.

But I suggest you continue to put time and effort into this path. The choice you've made (going out on your own in the world) is one that when made suddenly like this can end up putting a person in extremely bad situations. Things you don't even want to think about. Having your protection and other powers is essential, and you may need help from the Gods.

If you've never lived on your own before, you're going to face new challenges and difficulties, and you're going to grow. You'll have to. This is part of life and is ultimately a good thing, even though it doesn't always seem to be at the time.

I wish you well. Take care of yourself and be wise in your decisions and actions.

I’m staying with friends until I rent after a paycheck. Friends are muslim. They are really good friends though, they are almost like siblings and there might be workarounds however spirituality would be playing with fire in this situation.

Until I get a place with privacy, survival comes first and foremost.

 

[NetemPtah]

I entered another big fight at home this time with my younger brother that ended in me beating him.

I left home.
I’m also going to get a full-time job again so I’m not homeless and to put bread on the table.

I’m going for full independence I can’t have/don’t want this family again.

Spirituality and JoS is going to take a backstage for a while.

Survival first.

(Not looking for criticism, as most of you probably would never understand.)

Well done. Observe your transits and understand the situation.
Grow economically.
The ideal would be to find a way to make your economic income independent of your time and your level of tiredness.

 

[HPS Lydia]

I wish you luck in your move.

But I will point out, for you or anyone else reading this, Mars is now Rx, which can cause arguments... but it is also a great time to do workings for peace and harmony. Green energy, Wunjo rune. In case you wanted to have an easier financial option of moving back in with your family

 

[NetemPtah]

I’m staying with friends until I rent after a paycheck. Friends are muslim. They are really good friends though, they are almost like siblings and there might be workarounds however spirituality would be playing with fire in this situation.

Until I get a place with privacy, survival comes first and foremost.

Something very similar happened to me, in cycles. As soon as I stopped meditating due to these kind of events, as soon as I started meditating again the same event would repeat itself. Until the last time, where I bit the bullet, suffered, gritted my teeth, and continued to meditate. What came next was INCREDIBLE progress.
Find at least an hour of privacy, and meditate. There is always a way, and progress requires commitment.

 

[Shiva666]

I wish you luck in your move.

But I will point out, for you or anyone else reading this, Mars is now Rx, which can cause arguments... but it is also a great time to do workings for peace and harmony. Green energy, Wunjo rune. In case you wanted to have an easier financial option of moving back in with your family

Dear Priestess,
I am some argument with my Dad . I want to make harmony between us. In which time and which mantra/Runes can be helpful? If possible, please kindly give also affirmation.

 

[Karnonnos [JG]]

I said to you before, I think a while ago, that young men often have to leave their families and this is a natural part of life in making a young man, often things come to a head where this occurs and is fated. That's part of the Aries modality of men. Aquarius and Gemini (friends, neighbors, siblings, locals) that are sextile to Aries are part of this, as with your friends who helped you.

I'm not saying this as an 'I told you so' moment as your situation is extremely complicated, it's just something to consider.

Please at least maintain the Foundation Meditation and AoP and be safe.

 

[MercuryWisdom]

I wish you luck in your move.

But I will point out, for you or anyone else reading this, Mars is now Rx, which can cause arguments... but it is also a great time to do workings for peace and harmony. Green energy, Wunjo rune. In case you wanted to have an easier financial option of moving back in with your family

Thank you High Priestess.

Yes Mars going retro has been a big part of this and problematic. Since the tensions increased much more after that.

Right now I will just do my best to be better and go to a better place.

 

[MercuryWisdom]

I said to you before, I think a while ago, that young men often have to leave their families and this is a natural part of life in making a young man, often things come to a head where this occurs and is fated. That's part of the Aries modality of men. Aquarius and Gemini (friends, neighbors, siblings, locals) that are sextile to Aries are part of this, as with your friends who helped you.

I'm not saying this as an 'I told you so' moment as your situation is extremely complicated, it's just something to consider.

Please at least maintain the Foundation Meditation and AoP and be safe.

I don’t remember you mentioning this to me.

I have moved out before but it wasn’t sustainable as I have moved to an extremely toxic environment, because it was convenient it was a relative’s place so I wasn’t paying rent. Going back home helped me heal as I was destroyed and almost dying. (A whole lot happened when I moved out first time.)

I will make sure I do it right this time and take care of myself, and future.

 

[HPS Lydia]

Dear Priestess,
I am some argument with my Dad . I want to make harmony between us. In which time and which mantra/Runes can be helpful? If possible, please kindly give also affirmation.

You can begin today or tomorrow, Moon is waxing in Taurus which is good

Hour of Venus would be best, or Sun, Jupiter, Moon.

Wunjo rune, if you're newer to mantras you can try just 8 repetitions, or 20, 40, or higher if you have more experience. (I'm mentioning this for other readers too.)

Vibrate the mantra into your home, or visualizing yourself and your father together and happy. If possible use Green energy, or just bright White-Gold like the Sun.

Affirmation something like (in your own words or language) "This energy is permanently establishing peace and harmony between my father and I, in beneficial ways for both of us."