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Raven Princess · 2017-11-28T23:05:57+00:00

So, I took a good long look at my Natal Chart, and for the most part, I am very glad I waited until I was 18 to finally look at it. I will get into much details, but here it is: Birth: Born to a physically abusive family, wherein I will be isolated from making loyal, longlasting, healthy relationships. Middle: My pursuit for knowledge will always be wasted. Although I am a jack of all trades (no strong job), all my planets seem to cancel one another, oh and I will have to work very hard to just be self-sufficient, not mention live in poverty. (all of these already happened) I hope I am making sense to people who know about the chart, since I am talking about my planet positions. End: It is also very unfortunate to figure out how and when one will die. While this is a very great power, to know one's natal chart, I can't help but admit my future outlook is very daunting. Throughout my entire life, I am sentenced to be alone, an outcast. And Better yet, even while I will champion people who're oppressed, I wind up getting backstabbed by them constantly. While this is all true, the only neutral thing is who my "friends" are. I mean, the only remaining friends I have now are artsy, free-spirited types who are hardworking. In all of this, I say this for a reason. Clearly, if I am supposed to be a loner my entire life, this undoubtedly includes Joy of Satan as it is a community. How can I contribute to this movement if I destined to be alone. I mean this not to change my birth chart, i can't do that, but how do I make of most use of myself in organizations and movements I care about? I clearly want to help, but in the long run, how do I? Is there a way to smolder the effects of a life of loneliness. (I am talking about only one specific planet here, if you understand). If all my relationships close to me are to eventually turn sour, how do I keep friends? In the working life, how do I not grow tired of people I obviously wish to escape from? I need to make money to live, and it feels like the odds are stacked against me. What can I do to combat not just Saturn (I know the page for obliterating Saturn), but the ones with the most profound effects? How do I make my loneliness work to an advantage, and how I use this unique Birth Chart to better my higher self? I hope this made some sense, thank you for reading. Hail Azazel! Hail the Old Gods! Hail Satan!

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Am I Destined To be Doomed?

Thread starter Raven Princess
Start date Nov 28, 2017

SABNAC50

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Apr 17, 2019

Try to empower your weak chakras or the chakras that rules over the bad areas of your life. Sometimes empowerment is better if you don't have power for making your magic to be permanent.

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