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All apologies, but im sick of this "spiritual binding "

Jason Alfano

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<td val[/IMG]Greetings, I am coming to you full of anger, hate, disappointment, and after all the years of trying Everything. ..just fukin hopeless! !! I honestly hate to be so rude and negative, but I DARE just ONE of you to just TRY to "push yourself just 10 FEET in this wheelchair in THIS condition"!!!!! I have tryed for YEARS to astral project,  since I dedicated 5 years ago to open my "3rd eye" ....and not a god damn thing with ANYTHING!!! We got this "no advocate" shit hangin over every fiber of our being...yet my entire family AND my ex bitchs family spiritualy fighting me to the point where they All call these "prayer warrior " hotlines binding me...yet with brain damage on the right side of my head..adhd...probably asbergers...PTSD...asthma...AND NOT ONE FUKIN PERSON TO HELP..STAND UP FOR ME...NOTTA FUKIN THING!!! AND I KNOW GOD DAMN WELL "CERTAIN" OF THE THE CLERGY HERE ARE NOT GOING TO OFFER A BIT OF HELP EXCEPT TO CALL ME A WHINY LITTLE BITCH!!!
So, any advice thats practical or possible for someone stuck in a hospital homeless that can help me in the SLIGHTEST bit...being on my own???!!! Im not a fukin idiot I know EXACTLY how this sounds...but seriously. ..WTF AM I SUPPOSED TO DO..THAT I HAVENT ALLREADY??? Pardon the topic...but I cant even have an orgasm to raise energy...i have absalutly NO solitude for rituals mantras or fukin ANYTHING!!! AND, of course...(and i mean NO disrespect as your all i "have")  I obviously cant count on my Spiritual family as there are "NO MEDIATORS IN SATANISM!!!" FEEL ME?
SO....WTF NOW???
I am very sorry for this post, my attitude and language. However i very much needed to explain my situation and ask for advice. Id appreciate personal email...i will even, against better judgement, leave my phone number. That would be...2035285819. Thanx and I will ALLWAYS HAIL FATHER SATAN!!!! Sent from Yahoo Mail on Android [/TD]
 
basically , let Satan be your guide , trust in him.all you need for meditation is your mind and body.you say you tried to astral project for years (i lol'd when i read that, because you havent even opened your chakras) listen the reason you are NOT feeling anything with meditations for opening is because you are probably doing them wrong , go to satan library and download the awakening CD for chakras.for astral projection you need all your chakras and their extesions opened and you need to have experience in stimulating them , bouncing your astral body and loosening it etc,,, you have NOT read enough on the subject i assume, there are many way to cause an OBE and there are many many procedures to do so.basically all iread from your post is that you have failed to astral project , you have failed to awaken any chakras.its oki have 2 pieces of advice to give you .you either trust in satan , meditate and be consistent, knowing that in time everything will ease and smooth out, with your dedication study and persistence.
or this , which i do NOT advise you to do in anyway and i am not telling you to do so in anyway aswell , but if i were in your case in a wheelchair with sickness damage and disease , i would honestly commit suicide and hope for a better reincarnation, but this is a no no. i have no idea how long it takes for souls to reincarnate and i dont have much knowledge about the topic. so please let Satan be your guide as i said,he will show you the way.when there is will there is a way
HAIL SATAN!
 
Ask Satan what would be the most appropriate course of action. Focus on his sigil and try to connect with him. Meditate daily to spiritually empower yourself and make connecting with Satan easier.
 
I recommend training your mental faculties and in mental techniques because no one who is not a master is aware of what you are doing mentally. Train your ability to visualize until your visualizations are as strong as what you physically see. Then work on imagining other sensory experiences such as sounds and touch. Train your concentration until you can concentrate for over 5 minutes with no distractions. Furthermore, daily try to mentally connect with Satan by imagining his sigil, calling his name, and asking for his help and advice. Mental strength is just as important as astral strength, and magic can be performed with mental power such as visualization just as with prana. To work on your chakras you can also visualize each chakra in their bright color; this will over time basically spill over into the astral side of your chakras and so empower and activate them.  Work with mental affirmations and try to influence people and your circumstances with just mental power such as visualizations and mental affirmations. Be consistent. Practice self-induction into trance states.

Everyone should no know, there are different practices they can perform in their life circumstances. Some people are hindered by others being present around them and so they should work mainly with the mind, and when those people are not around them, with physical practices such as pranayama and vibration of runes. Others are being hindered mentally by 'prayers' and so should mainly work with the astral and physical such as vibration of runes and astral projection into and work in ones astral temple until they are unaffected or until they are no longer being hindered. Remember, there is always something to do.
This is partially the reason why in Father Satan's books he says: "I lead to the straight path without a revealed book; I direct aright my beloved and chosen ones by unseen means. All my teachings are easily applicable to all times and all conditions."

Father Satan's teachings show us there is always something we can do, hence, his teachings being applicable to all times and conditions.

Hail Father Satan


 
Truth is that your methodology is wrong, and was wrong for a good time. Why astral projectio didn't work for you was because you didn't open your chakra (like some other peoplee said the same thing here) so that you can receive any messages through them: in essence you were like a blind person walking on the most beautiful place on Earth. Opening chakras and maintaining them takes some time and getting used to in the beginning, but there is no reason to be angry about it; everyone has made mistakes one way or another, and capitalising on the mistakes you did does more bad than good.
 
Ill attempt to make this quick, and simplify it as much as possible. 1St i dont recall EVER saying i never opened my chakras, as a matter of fact i have done so Numerous times over some years, lining each up with day And hour, to the T according to the instructions on jos, under meditation and opening the chakras. As far as the 1st responce given, ive searched through "Satans library" for Anything involving chakras and found Nothing. Even if i had idk what you expect me to do with a cd when im broke homeless and besides my WHEELCHAIR, OWN NOTHING! Tonight for the third god damn night in a row attempted opening my base "knot", yet even after talking to my nurse and having a do not disturb sign put on my door, was fukin walked in on TWO fukin reps from completing it! Do not for one second think im gonna give up, thats just One small example of hundreds which non-stop interfear and hinder me. Idk whats up but it seems people wanna focus on the astral projection and SUPPOSEDLY NOT opening my chakras topics, (like i said i NEVER said a single THING about not opening them! And if their Not, its CERTAINLY NOT because i havent attempted over and over following the dirrections step by step) and Not on a single other thing i wrote! Idk Bow many people have taken a single look at me and told me i have some kind of spiritual "block or binding" dont know where it came from how when from who...but i most definately know, Have for Many years known theres one there! Dont even know who did it so i cant detatch the cords from my chakras. Shit at times i can actually Feel my energy being ripped from me! And thats After the protective aura!!! Getting Any of this?! Ill just end for now and see where it goes...time to do day two of the third eye opening..again anyway. One last thing, im gonna give the base knot another sbot tonight, say i do, 48 hrs from then i havent a CLUE as to how to pronounce the name for the heart knot..any help with that one? Thank you, really..luv you guys!
HAIL SATAN!!!
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Satan

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