When I was new here it was the same thing. I did understand a lot of things are so true you can't deny it but the brainwashing done on us is strong so it will take some time. Read it again, try to be logical about it not emotional and one day your mind will start to stop being scared about it.
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The more we know the better. I think the bottom line to understand is that Hitler was a pagan... he wrote about identifying with (Greek?) Gods in his earliest years and he also experienced an epiphany at which he realized he had a great purpose in helping guide humanity.
Don't misunderstand the facade he used when he said in his speeches "we're god's people" and such. This was more subjective and was aimed to gain acceptance from the countess christians.
He was a high ranking member of the Thule society and researched the occult almost obsessively, as did other NS. I'd suggest he was nothing short of a Satanist but that's just from my own personal research and intuition.
My advice is you should open your mind and try to avoid viewing things from the lens of the enemy. It will only lead you to feeling overwhelmed with information and make you fall into the "all is one" world peace ideology that is pushed everywhere.
Don't be afraid to stand in truth and to consider things that are difficult/unpleasant to accept. I hope you find the answers you seek.
read also here the natal chart of Adolf Hitler I do for Jos: https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=70789&p=344986&hilit=adolf+hitler#p344986
David Cole in Auschwitz is a good video, though he may be a reptilian jew he does a great job at exposing his own, for a few shekles,watch it if you get a chance
When I was new to Joy of Satan and spiritual Satanism back in 2010, I got to the part about Jews on the main website and I was surprised about how defensive I got, thinking that JoS was racist at the time.
Now I know they are not, but National Socialists.
It is the Jews who are most racist of all, especially against Gentiles.
My Guardian told me to read Joy of Satan website "with an open mind, putting aside all you believe" and I did so, and found the articles reasonable and logical. History has been re-written.
For starters there's no such thing as 'Nazism' or a 'Nazi Party' these are propaganda terms used by the enemies of the NSDAP,
how many times does Adolf mention these terms in Mein Kampf ? 0 .......so if we've already established that they're lying to naive minds about the name of the party & their ideology, what else do you think they're deceiving people about!