serpentwalker666
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As we go through life and our advancement, certain things are highlighted to us as we go along. I've put alot of energy over many years into curing congenital, chronic illness, and I still have work to do in this regard.
We have to sometimes come to grips with the circumstances we are confronted with in life so that we may one day day grow completely above them.
I've had a bad habit of pushing myself much too far, and to extremes because of the fatigue and strength issues I've had for many years. It impacted so much of my life, and still does to an extent. This will be completely gone in time. I know this in full awareness.
I put myself into a blue collar electronics manufacturing job, to see how I would fare in this environment. My desperate feelings simply got the best of me in this regard.
Basically this has not fared well for me with the very early days and long monotonous tasks, but has been a very valuable learning experience, and I'll have to find an easier, decent paying job I can do with the limitations I have.
Walking away from this in a few weeks or months, I'll have a renewed mindset in how to approach this aspect of my life as i pursue other things.
While it has been alot of difficulty, what I have to share is that the only factor in overcoming serious limitations and just about any obstacles in our life... is simply just TIME!
As long as we put in the spiritual work and material work into ourselves, we can reach or achieve just about anything. If we have to take a step back in an area of our life to focus on something else, this shouldn't be viewed negatively.
We can get upset, hopeless, frustrated in the face of any obstacle we are dealing with. But it must always be in the back of our mind to work along with the circumstances we are dealt. So that one day we rise fully above it all. Completely invigorated and much more powerful then before.
Reflect on this when you are dealing with something that is crushing, and very difficult. Understand that this will pass and working around this until it's gone is not a bad thing.
Satanism is about overcoming obstacles to reach the Godhead. This is anything but easy, so be fair with yourself.
If you push yourself to hard and fast, you'll just break. If you move too slow and weak, you'll just stagnate.
Move in a balanced way towards everything you desire in life, and move balanced in all aspects of your advancement. I'm speaking from experience here, in that pushing oneself to hard only ends up in failure.
Don't make these mistakes I have. Learn from them. As I grow past all this I'll work to reflect on this and try to offer a better perspective and a more refined guidance on this to anyone in similar situations.
We have to sometimes come to grips with the circumstances we are confronted with in life so that we may one day day grow completely above them.
I've had a bad habit of pushing myself much too far, and to extremes because of the fatigue and strength issues I've had for many years. It impacted so much of my life, and still does to an extent. This will be completely gone in time. I know this in full awareness.
I put myself into a blue collar electronics manufacturing job, to see how I would fare in this environment. My desperate feelings simply got the best of me in this regard.
Basically this has not fared well for me with the very early days and long monotonous tasks, but has been a very valuable learning experience, and I'll have to find an easier, decent paying job I can do with the limitations I have.
Walking away from this in a few weeks or months, I'll have a renewed mindset in how to approach this aspect of my life as i pursue other things.
While it has been alot of difficulty, what I have to share is that the only factor in overcoming serious limitations and just about any obstacles in our life... is simply just TIME!
As long as we put in the spiritual work and material work into ourselves, we can reach or achieve just about anything. If we have to take a step back in an area of our life to focus on something else, this shouldn't be viewed negatively.
We can get upset, hopeless, frustrated in the face of any obstacle we are dealing with. But it must always be in the back of our mind to work along with the circumstances we are dealt. So that one day we rise fully above it all. Completely invigorated and much more powerful then before.
Reflect on this when you are dealing with something that is crushing, and very difficult. Understand that this will pass and working around this until it's gone is not a bad thing.
Satanism is about overcoming obstacles to reach the Godhead. This is anything but easy, so be fair with yourself.
If you push yourself to hard and fast, you'll just break. If you move too slow and weak, you'll just stagnate.
Move in a balanced way towards everything you desire in life, and move balanced in all aspects of your advancement. I'm speaking from experience here, in that pushing oneself to hard only ends up in failure.
Don't make these mistakes I have. Learn from them. As I grow past all this I'll work to reflect on this and try to offer a better perspective and a more refined guidance on this to anyone in similar situations.