Whatever you are saying is just nonsense and imaginary only in your own mind.
Absinthe is just alcohol that is infused with various medicinal plants. Like wormwood which is a very powerful medicine for removing parasites. This was invented by farmers in the Alps who used this method as a way to create a medicine by extracting all of the medicinal chemicals from the various plants into the alcohol. The alcohol is a good solvent for dissolving these chemicals, and also preserves this in a way that it will not degrade or spoil.
Absinthe contains a chemical called quinine which is the medicinal chemical that fights viruses and parasites. This is commonly used to treat malaria. This is the chemical from the wormwood. Tonic water also contains some of this. There were rumors about this chemical possibly being hallucinogenic, but this is a lie. This has been tested in rats, mice, and in people in very high doses and has not been shown to have any affect like that. It is possible somebody having something like Malaria, that the high fevers caused by the sickness could cause hallucinations, and this somehow ended up being blamed on the medicine instead of on the sickness.
All of the nonsense ideas about things like "absinthe spirits" is just fictional. This was invented basically for monetary reasons as alcohol producers in places like America and England were wanting to sell their products to as many people as possible, but it was hard to compete against how popular absinthe was in France, and becoming popular in other places as more people heard about it. So they tried to get people to stop drinking it by making up stories saying it is especially dangerous. There were a very small number of true stories of people becoming mentally damaged, but this is because of drinking out of cups made from lead and tin and other toxic metals which affect the brain. These were highly exaggerated by a few rich families who owned wine and liquor companies, because they wanted to increase their profits.