Catalincata94 said:
I got angry and upset and still are angry somewhat about what a brother and sister said, they said if i'm not doing the binding now on my aunt because she prays for me but maybe not any more because my grandmother asked her to stop praying for me and she agreed, i will never do it if i don't do it now wtf i'm still a beginner and fucking have problems can't fucking shut up and sometimes i think about the workings and what? Huh? But they're like no youre not going to be a ss ever if you don't do the binding now, i'm not ready for that i will do it later when i got more control over void meditation. do you want me do end up dead or what? Huh?
Quit your yapping.
No one is going to die. Not your aunt NOR YOU.
And I dont know what the f your brother/sister is about. Are they SS too? By the way, check the Full SS Calendar 2019. it says that this saturday is a good day for a banishing/black magic/curses - but it can also be used for binding people of course.
Make sure the moon is not in void.
Now we should not harm a fellow SS.
What you can do, just in case is, do the binding on your aunt. You don't need the puppet or anything, visualize your aunt being filled with isa. Make sure you don't invoke the energies, you must EVOKE them.
And if your attention distracts you just bring it back. No one is perfect at the start but that doesn't mean that you can't take any action at all. You can only do this once, but it'd be more recommended to do it for a 40 day cycle, to make it permanent. But HPS maxine also mentioned doing certain workings only for 9 days, and repeat them if needed.
And if you feel overwhelmed, stay at the level that you are, till you've become accustomed to it.
Trying to overdo yourself is not going to do any good to you.
We need to make our own choices, and sometimes we need a bit more time to make that choice.
Confidence is not build in one day, neither is Rome. Neither is strength either.
The decision is up to you and you alone.
I wonder.. were you the one to consider doing the binding, or, did they tell you to do it?