Greetings fellow brothers and sisters.
The problem is I'm not sure whether I can feel the energy in a correct way or not.
Here is my experience. I can feel something flowing through my spine and head whenever I want to feel it since I was a kid. It doesn't appear on arms or legs. caudal vertebra and the top of the head are the most sensitive. I'm not sure what I felt can be called energy or something else.
I focused on my forehead and felt the third eye before I came to Satanism. I had a headache and the effects just like what the website said but I didn't follow the methods on the website since I didn't know JoS at that time. But it worked.
So I think I don't have to follow the steps written on the website strictly to practise meditations.
I didn't complete the 40 days program nor I plan to do it. I just don't feel this suit me and I want to meditate on my own steps. And I can't force myself to follow the steps and instructions made by other people while meditating.
The problem is I'm not sure whether I can feel the energy in a correct way or not.
Here is my experience. I can feel something flowing through my spine and head whenever I want to feel it since I was a kid. It doesn't appear on arms or legs. caudal vertebra and the top of the head are the most sensitive. I'm not sure what I felt can be called energy or something else.
I focused on my forehead and felt the third eye before I came to Satanism. I had a headache and the effects just like what the website said but I didn't follow the methods on the website since I didn't know JoS at that time. But it worked.
So I think I don't have to follow the steps written on the website strictly to practise meditations.
I didn't complete the 40 days program nor I plan to do it. I just don't feel this suit me and I want to meditate on my own steps. And I can't force myself to follow the steps and instructions made by other people while meditating.