a warning from Father....

[Mel1]

I'm trying to work towards making the philosopher's stone at this time. I am currently preparing for the creation. I am not sure I know what to expect, nor am I exactly sure how this is going to feel once I meet the requirements for the stone. Then, minutes after I started thinking about what could happen after I make the stone, Father came to me and said he wanted to talk to me  (please note I am only trying to remember this conversation and what I am writing may not be exact, but similar). I said ok, and he asked, "Do you have any idea what you are going for?". I sat silent for a minute, and then said "I'm not sure". Then there was silence, and I'm not sure what came after that because I can't remember... I have bad memory, but he said something like "don't be surprised if you get overwhelmed by the stone's power"... or something like that. He warned me that i might not be able to handle the power very well. And when I think about it, he's probably right. I had some trouble during my awakening, but with his and my guardian's help, I handled ok. But the awakening itself overwhelmed me. So more than likely, I probably won't handle the stone's power very well, but I refuse to let that stop me from preparing. I'm not one to simply drop down and give up because of a warning like this, but I did take the warning seriously, realizing he's right about that. I will continue to prepare for the creation of the stone and remember Father's warning. I don't think he gave me this warning to discourage me, but I think he gave me this warning to help me keep in mind what will probably happen during the creation. As far goes as what I'm expecting to happen, I think that the awakening is probably nothing compared to handling the power of the philosopher's stone (I don't mean to offend anyone here, I am simply stating my opinion). I have read the information on it and know the cautions and warnings of what I'm going for, Again, I won't be surprised if I get overwhelmed by the power, because Father specifically told me I probably won't handle very well while I adjust to the power. But I want immortality--I want godhood--I want infinite, endless power---and so far goes as I'm concerned, this is the quickest way. Wish me luck.

 

[Allison P]

Wishing you the best of success Sister! ^ Just be careful; proceed
with caution. I am sure you are right, the serpent's awakening is
probably nothing compared to making and using the stone. But I am sure
your gd and Father will help you, so in the end you'll make it! Keep
us posted! I am just curious as to how it will go, since I know no one
who has completed it successfully. I, myself, am nowhere fucking near
that stage yet. Not awakened my serpent and am certainly not ready for
that yet. Lol. I like to read other people's experiences of such, just
to see. Though, everyone is different so I am sure not everyone's
experiences with the stone and the serpent are identical. Still good
to read though, I think. Again, wishing you the best of success! Hail
Father Satan always! Hail Lord Andras! Hail Sorath, the one who burns!

On 10/16/13, Mel <trurevelations333@... wrote:
I'm trying to work towards making the philosopher's stone at this time. I
am currently preparing for the creation. I am not sure I know what to
expect, nor am I exactly sure how this is going to feel once I meet the
requirements for the stone. Then, minutes after I started thinking about
what could happen after I make the stone, Father came to me and said he
wanted to talk to me (please note I am only trying to remember this
conversation and what I am writing may not be exact, but similar). I said
ok, and he asked, "Do you have any idea what you are going for?". I sat
silent for a minute, and then said "I'm not sure". Then there was silence,
and I'm not sure what came after that because I can't remember... I have
bad memory, but he said something like "don't be surprised if you get
overwhelmed by the stone's power"... or something like that. He warned me
that i might not be able to handle the power very well. And when I think
about it, he's probably right. I had some trouble during my awakening, but
with his and my guardian's help, I handled ok. But the awakening itself
overwhelmed me. So more than likely, I probably won't handle the stone's
power very well, but I refuse to let that stop me from preparing. I'm not
one to simply drop down and give up because of a warning like this, but I
did take the warning seriously, realizing he's right about that. I will
continue to prepare for the creation of the stone and remember Father's
warning. I don't think he gave me this warning to discourage me, but I
think he gave me this warning to help me keep in mind what will probably
happen during the creation. As far goes as what I'm expecting to happen, I
think that the awakening is probably nothing compared to handling the power
of the philosopher's stone (I don't mean to offend anyone here, I am simply
stating my opinion). I have read the information on it and know the
cautions and warnings of what I'm going for, Again, I won't be surprised if
I get overwhelmed by the power, because Father specifically told me I
probably won't handle very well while I adjust to the power. But I want
immortality--I want godhood--I want infinite, endless power---and so far
goes as I'm concerned, this is the quickest way. Wish me luck.

 

[Mel1]

Thanks. I'm a little nervous and excited at the same time, but I will
let no emotion stop me in my training. I also wish you the best in
your training. Good luck! And hail Satan!

On 10/16/13, Allison P <apocalypseofjon@... wrote:
Wishing you the best of success Sister! ^ Just be careful; proceed
with caution. I am sure you are right, the serpent's awakening is
probably nothing compared to making and using the stone. But I am sure
your gd and Father will help you, so in the end you'll make it! Keep
us posted! I am just curious as to how it will go, since I know no one
who has completed it successfully. I, myself, am nowhere fucking near
that stage yet. Not awakened my serpent and am certainly not ready for
that yet. Lol. I like to read other people's experiences of such, just
to see. Though, everyone is different so I am sure not everyone's
experiences with the stone and the serpent are identical. Still good
to read though, I think. Again, wishing you the best of success! Hail
Father Satan always! Hail Lord Andras! Hail Sorath, the one who burns!

On 10/16/13, Mel <trurevelations333@... wrote:
I'm trying to work towards making the philosopher's stone at this time. I
am currently preparing for the creation. I am not sure I know what to
expect, nor am I exactly sure how this is going to feel once I meet the
requirements for the stone. Then, minutes after I started thinking about
what could happen after I make the stone, Father came to me and said he
wanted to talk to me (please note I am only trying to remember this
conversation and what I am writing may not be exact, but similar). I said
ok, and he asked, "Do you have any idea what you are going for?". I sat
silent for a minute, and then said "I'm not sure". Then there was
silence,
and I'm not sure what came after that because I can't remember... I have
bad memory, but he said something like "don't be surprised if you get
overwhelmed by the stone's power"... or something like that. He warned me
that i might not be able to handle the power very well. And when I think
about it, he's probably right. I had some trouble during my awakening,
but
with his and my guardian's help, I handled ok. But the awakening itself
overwhelmed me. So more than likely, I probably won't handle the stone's
power very well, but I refuse to let that stop me from preparing. I'm not
one to simply drop down and give up because of a warning like this, but I
did take the warning seriously, realizing he's right about that. I will
continue to prepare for the creation of the stone and remember Father's
warning. I don't think he gave me this warning to discourage me, but I
think he gave me this warning to help me keep in mind what will probably
happen during the creation. As far goes as what I'm expecting to happen,
I
think that the awakening is probably nothing compared to handling the
power
of the philosopher's stone (I don't mean to offend anyone here, I am
simply
stating my opinion). I have read the information on it and know the
cautions and warnings of what I'm going for, Again, I won't be surprised
if
I get overwhelmed by the power, because Father specifically told me I
probably won't handle very well while I adjust to the power. But I want
immortality--I want godhood--I want infinite, endless power---and so far
goes as I'm concerned, this is the quickest way. Wish me luck.

 

[Veeti Kettu]

Responsibility for the responsible.

Just for a quick pro-tip: Irresponsible people go mad when creating The Stone.

 

[Mel1]

Ok. Thanks.

On 10/25/13, Veeti Kettu <veetikettu@... wrote:
Responsibility for the responsible.

Just for a quick pro-tip: Irresponsible people go mad when creating The
Stone.

 

[Hooded Cobra]

<td val[/IMG]You need to always be both strong and steadfast in meditations but also intelligent and grounded in what you are doing. Rushing to Godhead is not so easy as some individuals make it seem on purpose. Many people like to feed other people castles in the skies so they can control them in a way. Or have them be their leaders, no different than how a drug dealer is leading the users. Before one gets on these levels they should have better resolved psychological issues, worked these really out of their systems and have worked to be adepts in control of themselves, the elements etc. Rushing does not help in these situations and from having worked with the stone, my own opinion is to place this on the 'later' things to do if you have any unresolved things with yourself or any programmings within that are not in full and total accordance with what you want consciously. People like to give the knife of power to others so that the giver is becoming awesome and the receivers become awesome aswell. What matters and I am trying to tell you, make sure you have paved the path and mastered yourself. Many people go frenzy over the stone etc. Many people have problems in their chart or other things that need to be worked before they make spiritual leaps. For their own safety. I am saying what I do as to ensure people will not run and leap, break a toe and then go to the Powers of Hell with it for their own impatience and childish choices. On the other hand, the Gods are above any other Satanist and you should hear their guidance correctly. Remember Satanism is real and realistic aswell.
HAIL SATAN!!!! [/TD]

From: Mel <trurevelations333@...;
To: <[email protected];
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] a warning from Father....
Sent: Fri, Oct 25, 2013 10:59:02 PM

<td val[/IMG]   Ok. Thanks.

On 10/25/13, Veeti Kettu <veetikettu@... wrote:
Responsibility for the responsible.

Just for a quick pro-tip: Irresponsible people go mad when creating The
Stone.

[/TD]

 

[Mel1]

Alright. Thanks!

On 10/26/13, Hooded Cobra <hoodedcobra666@... wrote:
You need to always be both strong and steadfast in meditations but also
intelligent and grounded in what you are doing. Rushing to Godhead is not so
easy as some individuals make it seem on purpose. Many people like to feed
other people castles in the skies so they can control them in a way. Or have
them be their leaders, no different than how a drug dealer is leading the
users.

Before one gets on these levels they should have better resolved
psychological issues, worked these really out of their systems and have
worked to be adepts in control of themselves, the elements etc. Rushing does
not help in these situations and from having worked with the stone, my own
opinion is to place this on the 'later' things to do if you have any
unresolved things with yourself or any programmings within that are not in
full and total accordance with what you want consciously. People like to
give the knife of power to others so that the giver is becoming awesome and
the receivers become awesome aswell. What matters and I am trying to tell
you, make sure you have paved the path and mastered yourself.

Many people go frenzy over the stone etc. Many people have problems in their
chart or other things that need to be worked before they make spiritual
leaps. For their own safety. I am saying what I do as to ensure people will
not run and leap, break a toe and then go to the Powers of Hell with it for
their own impatience and childish choices.

On the other hand, the Gods are above any other Satanist and you should hear
their guidance correctly. Remember Satanism is real and realistic aswell.

HAIL SATAN!!!!

 

[Aurora Borealis1]

Actually, I think I'm starting too understand.


From: veetikettu@...
To: [email protected]
Date: Fri, 25 Oct 2013 09:04:26 +0300
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] a warning from Father....

  Responsibility for the responsible.

Just for a quick pro-tip: Irresponsible people go mad when creating The Stone.

 

[Aurora Borealis1]

can you elaborate at all, veetikettu?


From: darthxilon@...
To: [email protected]
Date: Wed, 30 Oct 2013 23:02:15 -0700
Subject: RE: [JoS4adults] a warning from Father....

 
Actually, I think I'm starting too understand.


From: veetikettu@...
To: [email protected]
Date: Fri, 25 Oct 2013 09:04:26 +0300
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] a warning from Father....

  Responsibility for the responsible.

Just for a quick pro-tip: Irresponsible people go mad when creating The Stone.