starnephilimwolf0x
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Hello, this question is really important to me. It may decide my choice of the Future.
I was reading somethings in Joy of Satan's site, and it's said that Satan is the Original Horned God. In other words, Cernunnos, Pan, and others, are His other names? If so, that explains why the only god that I feels a connection to is the Horned One.Darkness embraced me since I was seven. I hear his calls, and dream about a primitive world, sometimes I see Cernunnos above me, in the woods, and he touches my heart.(Literally) When I was little I had a strange dream. I would run, from many traps and false truths, about that path being safe and the other doesn't, and all, and them, when I was free, a man appeared. He was godly in appearance, and was looking at me, he would smile and say. "Jump, child. No fear now. Don't worry. I will protect you all the times if you fall." Then I would jump for him, and the world would vanish in a storm of darkness, like a black hole, and I entered it. It was some of those strange dreams that you awake so fast that you end up falling from bed.When I went to Wicca, and the possibility of doing magick, I saw after many years of suffering and having only loneliness(I also was attacked by one of the wiccan's "truth-knowers" that used a spell on me that bond me to 300 spirits) that it would never be my place. But the Horned One always came. Sometimes in animal form, sometimes in the form of a man.He would said things to me, about myself, that when I told the priestesses they would say that I wasn't that special, that everything I was saying about fighting back the opressors wasn't real.Today I can see that the only thing they wanted was to enslave me. Being honest, I almost was. But I always fought back against the injustice.But aside from all of that, what about my question? Is he all of those? The Horned One that calls to my soul and makes me believe that there is someplace where True Freedom exists?
I was reading somethings in Joy of Satan's site, and it's said that Satan is the Original Horned God. In other words, Cernunnos, Pan, and others, are His other names? If so, that explains why the only god that I feels a connection to is the Horned One.Darkness embraced me since I was seven. I hear his calls, and dream about a primitive world, sometimes I see Cernunnos above me, in the woods, and he touches my heart.(Literally) When I was little I had a strange dream. I would run, from many traps and false truths, about that path being safe and the other doesn't, and all, and them, when I was free, a man appeared. He was godly in appearance, and was looking at me, he would smile and say. "Jump, child. No fear now. Don't worry. I will protect you all the times if you fall." Then I would jump for him, and the world would vanish in a storm of darkness, like a black hole, and I entered it. It was some of those strange dreams that you awake so fast that you end up falling from bed.When I went to Wicca, and the possibility of doing magick, I saw after many years of suffering and having only loneliness(I also was attacked by one of the wiccan's "truth-knowers" that used a spell on me that bond me to 300 spirits) that it would never be my place. But the Horned One always came. Sometimes in animal form, sometimes in the form of a man.He would said things to me, about myself, that when I told the priestesses they would say that I wasn't that special, that everything I was saying about fighting back the opressors wasn't real.Today I can see that the only thing they wanted was to enslave me. Being honest, I almost was. But I always fought back against the injustice.But aside from all of that, what about my question? Is he all of those? The Horned One that calls to my soul and makes me believe that there is someplace where True Freedom exists?
