A general check-up

[aleister0877]

Ok, so I think I am in about my 4th or 5th month of having dedicated my soul. I have been trying to get into trance meditation states and practicing void meditation whenever I can. It has been difficult to start out with but I just wanted to ask about one time. One time I tried meditating for longer than any other attempt. As I sat there breathing slowly with my eyes closed I started to feel my legs go dead and then my head kind of felt like when you have just woken up after sleeping and you are still half asleep. Anyway, when I was in that state I could swear I could...well not completely, but I thought I could see the fuzzy outline outline of two people, I think they were women, sitting in front of me. They gave me a general positive feeling. I just wanted to check if this was normal. Any feedback would be appreciated. (P.S another thing is that a couple months before this I had a dream where I was approached by a big ball of blue-ish white light which told me to 'work harder' and 'get my act together' and ever since then I have been exercising more regularly, eating better, revising more and meditating more. Just want to know if I should thank someone for this. Thanks again. Hail our father Satan.

 

[Magus Immortalis]

Lord Satan and our Guardians look out for us, telling us when we need to get our act together, or guiding us to information that would help us in some way, whether with life, or spiritual issues, for example.
Keep up with your meditation efforts, it's really good that you are persistent and working hard at it! If I may suggest, write down the results, and see if there's anything you need to change to be more successful (like with trance, for example, I had to try a different way to fall into trance at first, like lying down instead of sitting up. But that's just me.) And be sure to keep note of your breakthroughs and new things you learn.
Hail Satan!

From: aleister0877 <neonmailz@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Sunday, June 23, 2013 6:49:55 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] A general check-up

  Ok, so I think I am in about my 4th or 5th month of having dedicated my soul. I have been trying to get into trance meditation states and practicing void meditation whenever I can. It has been difficult to start out with but I just wanted to ask about one time. One time I tried meditating for longer than any other attempt. As I sat there breathing slowly with my eyes closed I started to feel my legs go dead and then my head kind of felt like when you have just woken up after sleeping and you are still half asleep. Anyway, when I was in that state I could swear I could...well not completely, but I thought I could see the fuzzy outline outline of two people, I think they were women, sitting in front of me. They gave me a general positive feeling. I just wanted to check if this was normal. Any feedback would be appreciated. (P.S another thing is that a couple months before this I had a dream where I was approached by a big ball of blue-ish white light which told me to 'work harder' and 'get my act together' and ever since then I have been exercising more regularly, eating better, revising more and meditating more. Just want to know if I should thank someone for this. Thanks again. Hail our father Satan.