A first message and some thoughts

[aarzhul]

Hi everyone,
I wanted to introduce myself and share some theories / thoughts.
I'm 20 years old, 21 in 28 days, I have a kid and a girlfriend.
I've been a satanist since 14 years old and opened to occult things at around 11. I have kept mostly to myself over the years, mainly because I do not have any personal friend that have the same beliefs and because the forums had alot of "lolz i liek r stuff n shit", that
drove me away. I'm happy to see this forum has opened and I will probably more active here.

For two years my connection to external entities has become nearly existant but yesterday I talked to satan and felt his presence, not the kind that tells he did manifest but the kind that shows he is listening.
My power or "skill" decreased just as my lifestyle went more passive, more depressed. Filled with a dayjob I hate in an apartment surrounded by jerks. It is said physical fitness gives you more energy and makes you feel less tired and happier. I am sure it does affect psychic abilities just as well. I'd like to have the input on this from those of you who have already experienced this.

I had many many more things I wanted to say, sadly all my ideas are wasted while I waste my life working.
Bah! I'll post again once I gather everything back.
Thanks.

Hail Satan!

 

[chalchiuhnenetzin]

Welcome! And, yes, physical fitness makes a very positive difference in all aspects of one's life including the spiritual. We don't all have to turn into body-buiders or ultimate fighters, but to work out regularly will yield amazing results. The physical health benefits alone make it well worth it. Personally, I do a lot of walking, Yoga, and strength training. I used to be an equestrian & am looking f/ward to getting back to that, too, as well as hiking which I really enjoy. So what you do is a personal choice; you definitely can't go wrong with any of the Martial Arts, in fact that can be one of the best things you can do.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "aarzhul" <kill_hellman@... wrote:

Hi everyone,
I wanted to introduce myself and share some theories / thoughts.
I'm 20 years old, 21 in 28 days, I have a kid and a girlfriend.
I've been a satanist since 14 years old and opened to occult things at around 11. I have kept mostly to myself over the years, mainly because I do not have any personal friend that have the same beliefs and because the forums had alot of "lolz i liek r stuff n shit", that
drove me away. I'm happy to see this forum has opened and I will probably more active here.

For two years my connection to external entities has become nearly existant but yesterday I talked to satan and felt his presence, not the kind that tells he did manifest but the kind that shows he is listening.
My power or "skill" decreased just as my lifestyle went more passive, more depressed. Filled with a dayjob I hate in an apartment surrounded by jerks. It is said physical fitness gives you more energy and makes you feel less tired and happier. I am sure it does affect psychic abilities just as well. I'd like to have the input on this from those of you who have already experienced this.

I had many many more things I wanted to say, sadly all my ideas are wasted while I waste my life working.
Bah! I'll post again once I gather everything back.
Thanks.

Hail Satan!

 

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Yes, exercise makes for not only a healthy body but a healthy mind as well. It will definitely lead to an increase in your abilities.Sent from my Verizon Wireless BlackBerryFrom: "aarzhul" <kill_hellman@... Date: Thu, 03 Jun 2010 00:51:26 -0000To: <[email protected]Subject: [JoS4adults] A first message and some thoughts
  Hi everyone,
I wanted to introduce myself and share some theories / thoughts.
I'm 20 years old, 21 in 28 days, I have a kid and a girlfriend.
I've been a satanist since 14 years old and opened to occult things at around 11. I have kept mostly to myself over the years, mainly because I do not have any personal friend that have the same beliefs and because the forums had alot of "lolz i liek r stuff n shit", that
drove me away. I'm happy to see this forum has opened and I will probably more active here.

For two years my connection to external entities has become nearly existant but yesterday I talked to satan and felt his presence, not the kind that tells he did manifest but the kind that shows he is listening.
My power or "skill" decreased just as my lifestyle went more passive, more depressed. Filled with a dayjob I hate in an apartment surrounded by jerks. It is said physical fitness gives you more energy and makes you feel less tired and happier. I am sure it does affect psychic abilities just as well. I'd like to have the input on this from those of you who have already experienced this.

I had many many more things I wanted to say, sadly all my ideas are wasted while I waste my life working.
Bah! I'll post again once I gather everything back.
Thanks.

Hail Satan!