I think Father heard me and has responded to my interest in being warrior. In fact, I'm starting to think that I'm more than some random person who just stumbled across this religion one day. I'm starting to think I was meant to do this, and that I've done it before... perhaps multiple times.
I say that because last night I had a dream that involved a war, it didn't involve Father directly, but I think it was a vision that my brain interpreted as best it could so I would understand it. I will make this as organized as possible.
*Myself and three characters of a TV show I watched as a kid were fighting against one of the main antagonists (I would rather not name the show, it makes me feel like a nerd).
*We were fighting in the town I live.
*We were working for the "U.N." (which I assume is a metaphor for Father and his Allies)but we were working in secret.
*It was a battle on the ASTRAL plane, I distinctly recall this part. If I'm wrong about almost everything else, I know I'm right about this.
* The place my team operated from was my family's home.
* The "U.N." had massive fucking starships that were called "Super-Nukes" for the massive nuclear warheads they carried.
* The Super-Nukes (the weapons) could do something special, I don't recall the name of it but I remember it glowing read from the center and spinning while otherwise stationary.
*They also had a huge fleet of much smaller ships (more for Ship-to-Ship combat than for planetary assault).
*A good portion of my town was reduced to a crater three miles in diameter, I don't recall whether we lost the battle or if we did it to keep intel/weapons out of enemy hands.
* There was some medical/research personnel that I managed to save, I don't know what became of myself or my team.
* Here's the really odd thing: a language was mentioned to me. I can't remember exactly what it was called, but it was something along the lines of "Ryogotsu" I know for sure that the "R" and the "G" are in the actual name, I'm also certain it had a similar number syllables.
*Also worth mentioning, A third person present told me "Ryo gotsu" was the "Native language of my parents". It seems noteworthy.
*I had so much more to tell but I couldn't write it all down in my BB fast enough, most of it slipped through my fingers.
I think this was a message from Father, and I want to know more. This dream has captured more of my attention than any dream has for the longest time.
I apologize for the excessive length of this post but I had gained so much from the dream that I felt it was my duty to share it.
I say that because last night I had a dream that involved a war, it didn't involve Father directly, but I think it was a vision that my brain interpreted as best it could so I would understand it. I will make this as organized as possible.
*Myself and three characters of a TV show I watched as a kid were fighting against one of the main antagonists (I would rather not name the show, it makes me feel like a nerd).
*We were fighting in the town I live.
*We were working for the "U.N." (which I assume is a metaphor for Father and his Allies)but we were working in secret.
*It was a battle on the ASTRAL plane, I distinctly recall this part. If I'm wrong about almost everything else, I know I'm right about this.
* The place my team operated from was my family's home.
* The "U.N." had massive fucking starships that were called "Super-Nukes" for the massive nuclear warheads they carried.
* The Super-Nukes (the weapons) could do something special, I don't recall the name of it but I remember it glowing read from the center and spinning while otherwise stationary.
*They also had a huge fleet of much smaller ships (more for Ship-to-Ship combat than for planetary assault).
*A good portion of my town was reduced to a crater three miles in diameter, I don't recall whether we lost the battle or if we did it to keep intel/weapons out of enemy hands.
* There was some medical/research personnel that I managed to save, I don't know what became of myself or my team.
* Here's the really odd thing: a language was mentioned to me. I can't remember exactly what it was called, but it was something along the lines of "Ryogotsu" I know for sure that the "R" and the "G" are in the actual name, I'm also certain it had a similar number syllables.
*Also worth mentioning, A third person present told me "Ryo gotsu" was the "Native language of my parents". It seems noteworthy.
*I had so much more to tell but I couldn't write it all down in my BB fast enough, most of it slipped through my fingers.
I think this was a message from Father, and I want to know more. This dream has captured more of my attention than any dream has for the longest time.
I apologize for the excessive length of this post but I had gained so much from the dream that I felt it was my duty to share it.