Hello!
It is truly honorable that you are thinking about the dedication of the soul! Congratulations on the beautiful initiative.
I also understand your doubts, Christianity constantly pressures the person to be dominated by fear, the slaves of terror are easy to subdue, and all this leads nowhere except to more pain, all Christianity is based on pain.
So since you are writing on this forum it means that you deserve much more than this because your noble intentions and your honesty are evident, I will try to answer your questions as best I can. A pure heart does not deserve to be darkened by Christian terror
It is normal to be afraid at first. The dedication of the soul is also a test of courage. Satanism is for the strong and the brave. It is also normal that if you are indoctrinated from a young age by being forced to be afraid that an imminent meteorite will fall on your city within a few hours, you will live in constant fear of the meteorite.
By studying astronomy and reading official science journalism news you could come to the logical conclusion that there is no meteorite that is hitting the Earth, and that the meteorite that will fall does not even exist. In fact, when you detach yourself from the idea of the meteorite, with time you will tell yourself that the imminent meteorite that hits your neighborhood was actually nonsense and that everything that exists that is true proves that it was just an unfounded fear.
For this reason I leave you these useful links:
No one on the forum hates you. The only ones who are not welcome are Jews for obvious reasons. But as it is written everywhere and repeated often ANYONE WHO WANTS TO LEARN and even the curious ARE *WELCOME*!
Having a bad experience can be due to many factors such as misunderstandings. It can also happen due to simple translation errors. Many here simply want to learn, clarify and support AND IT IS NORMAL TO DESIRE THESE THINGS IN A FAMILY and this will be given in abundance in the Satanic Family.
If you are misunderstood one day, you will have a chance to explain better what you meant. If you make a mistake, you will simply be pointed out if that is too obviously self-destructive for you. This is comparable to someone worrying about his little brother who has started smoking cigarettes and explaining to him that it will hurt him in the long run. It is nothing different
JoS is here in the world to stay. Attacks by Jews mean nothing. Once the Jews attacked the forum. Do you know what happened? That now we have an even more beautiful and intuitive forum to use. 100% waste of time for the Jews and 100% gain for us.
In the same way, Satan put you on this Earth to stay. We are all here as a family. And I emphasize the family aspect of the thing, there are no attacks between a family, only corrections and clarifications from people who actually have every intention of supporting their brothers and sisters, each with their personal charisma, but never with the desire to harm any of us.
Satan ACCEPT every Gentile. No Gentile should have to wonder if he is OK with Satan when he is honest and has good intentions.
Those who are rejected are the Jewish people because of their constant attempt to destroy everything Divine and Human (as evidenced by things like Christianity: a religion of Jewish origin with Jewish characters with the sole purpose of harming Gentiles psychologically, spiritually and often even physically, see the floggers)