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Cousin married Jew who passed away. They have child together. While packing, he shared that late wife was adopted by Jews.
So idk if she was *really* Jewish and I feel conflicted about this issue, because of their babe. If wife was BORN Jewish, then she would've had the parasitic/destructive hardwiring that Jews have, which is good to have stayed away from. But if, IF she was born gentile & THEN adopted by the Jews...? Would that then mean their babe isn't part Jewish?
I go back & forth about this issue, e.g.:
Although she had Jewish stuff and books, she had stated she didn't actively practice.
she was rather nasty in her tempermeant at times, she was also dying and had the demands of medical issues & motherhood to a young child.
I spent time with the child and held her, was loving. Enjoyed my time with my cousin and come around now that his partner has moved on.
I feel like I am misinterpreting something somewhere, I feel conflicted and semi guilty, so I quickly conclude I am misreading something somewhere. I am upset with my self for not being able to have sorted this out. I don't want to damage my relationship with my God but enemy is enemy big or small.
When it comes to the child, I feel so sad that she now lacks a maternal figure and I instinctively want to reach out. My only hesitation is I worry what if she is genetically part Jewish, what could that spell for issues as far as my spirituality & connection to God and serving him?
Kindness out of a lack of knowledge could create problems or worse, and I want to be a good creature and Spiritual Satanist.
I dislike the uncertainty regarding the wife adoption issue. This is weighing on me. I love my cousin & his offspring. But I love my God more. God wants for healthy family bonds. That's where this is complicated for me to sort out .
Help from siblings in Satan, please.
Thank you for reading this post.
So idk if she was *really* Jewish and I feel conflicted about this issue, because of their babe. If wife was BORN Jewish, then she would've had the parasitic/destructive hardwiring that Jews have, which is good to have stayed away from. But if, IF she was born gentile & THEN adopted by the Jews...? Would that then mean their babe isn't part Jewish?
I go back & forth about this issue, e.g.:
Although she had Jewish stuff and books, she had stated she didn't actively practice.
she was rather nasty in her tempermeant at times, she was also dying and had the demands of medical issues & motherhood to a young child.
I spent time with the child and held her, was loving. Enjoyed my time with my cousin and come around now that his partner has moved on.
I feel like I am misinterpreting something somewhere, I feel conflicted and semi guilty, so I quickly conclude I am misreading something somewhere. I am upset with my self for not being able to have sorted this out. I don't want to damage my relationship with my God but enemy is enemy big or small.
When it comes to the child, I feel so sad that she now lacks a maternal figure and I instinctively want to reach out. My only hesitation is I worry what if she is genetically part Jewish, what could that spell for issues as far as my spirituality & connection to God and serving him?
Kindness out of a lack of knowledge could create problems or worse, and I want to be a good creature and Spiritual Satanist.
I dislike the uncertainty regarding the wife adoption issue. This is weighing on me. I love my cousin & his offspring. But I love my God more. God wants for healthy family bonds. That's where this is complicated for me to sort out .
Help from siblings in Satan, please.
Thank you for reading this post.