#856 Political disputes and betrayals from harsh communication

[AskSatanOperator]

Mercury in Scorpio 2nd,
Pluto and Mars in Sagittarius 3rd,
Sun/Moon in Libra 1st,
North Node in Leo 10th,
11th House chart ruler.

I'm extremely harsh and cutting with my words, and there's a strong likelihood I am going to get into a lot of trouble because I can't help "speak the truth", talking shit about Jew's, and mentioning the occult/spirituality/ideology/philosophy and trying to promote it whenever the opportunity presents itself.

How can I shut up? Even with a triple Libra it's not enough to overpower this. I just feel compelled to preach the truth everywhere like a religious fanatic in the street.

The chart ruler is also in the 11th, so there's just an obsession with "humanitarian ideals".

I can control myself for a little while, but I just know I'm gonna slip up eventually. In moment's where thing's get heated or I face resistance especially.

I had a few tarot readings which indicated constant global or group political disputes and betrayals as a result of these tendencies.

Are there any workings that can mitigate this or at least help me control my tongue?

I am currently doing Ansuz, which could potentially make it worse, lol, but I programmed it as a mean's to master oratory through "restraint" and the "art of timing".

What else can I do?

It's just such an unstoppable force and need for self-expression over these ideals, but I need to get a grip somehow.

 

[Seeker in the Dark]

Release that expressive ending anonymously, not in real life, you could get in trouble

 

[april]

I'm not an expert on astrology but I know you feel very strongly about all of this, accepting the current state of the world must've been very hard .
Carrying heavy psychological burdens is a big reason to detach from the stress and worry, we sometimes get lost in our thoughts and ruminate about what impact something has on us.
But as peacekeepers, we first have to be in peace ourselves. I know you're in distress, craving self-expression, and it's very understandable; you need a way to purge all of the emotions that you were forced to repress. You're currently very overwhelmed by your emotions and you need a way to let them out, please try to express yourself, constructively, e.g. with art and "letting go", detach yourself from all of your worries and get into that shamanistic state for a while.

In short, you need a way to transform/purge that need for self expression into something more constructive; art and shamanism is good at this.

Remember, shamanism isn't about taking drugs, it's about letting go and reaching a flow state.

People don't like hearing conflicting opinions that make them question reality too much, it's an instinctual reaction. Trying to reach normies is like talking to a wall, don't ruin your reputation over the ignorance of others.

Don't get obsessed over occultism, work on your mental health too, many forget this.

Check any mercury/mars mercury/uranus aspects/transits or mercury aspects/transits in general, maybe that'll clear things up a bit more.

Also, I'm glad to see that you have self-awareness, continue cultivating that, it's an important asset, just make sure it does not get to overthinking/rumination.