#788 Not sensitive to energy due to Earth element?

[AskSatanOperator]

In my first month of meditation, I was more sensitive to energy than I am now.

I can vibrate for like 5 hours straight and I'm basically unphased.

However, I miss that "overwhelming" feeling of energy sensitivity.

Am I not supposed to worry about this, or is it an actual problem?

Because my working's start to manifest basically instantly, however, I don't feel the energy as intensely.

Everytime I start a new working, first I am decently sensitive to it, then it just get's less sensitive but "heavier" with time, if that make's sense.

Energy becomes something that feel's heavier but not powerful/sensitive/overwhelming.

I also have retrograde Saturn in the 8th of Earth sign.

Is this damaging my meditations, and I need to remove bad karma on this area or what?

 

[SomewhatCoherent]

If day 1 your base Qi/Chi is a unit of 1. Then after period of time your base Qi/Chi is a unit of 10. You now need an output of 11 units to feel something which is 11x your day 1 numbers. Over time your Qi/Chi should become very calm meaning it takes more effort to stir it up, it doesn't mean its not working especially if your workings are get results, it only means its not so easily agitated by artificial means. Think of the eye of a hurricane, the energy on the outside, that the world sees through your workings is incredibly intense, what you experience is the stillness at the center of the storm.

 

[Henu the Great]

Your predisposition gives you the ability to endure more than the average in terms of energy work. This also means that you are not going to feel the same as in the beginning as your tolerance quickly builds up, potentially enabling you to handle even more than previously.

 

[AskSatanOperator]

If day 1 your base Qi/Chi is a unit of 1. Then after period of time your base Qi/Chi is a unit of 10. You now need an output of 11 units to feel something which is 11x your day 1 numbers. Over time your Qi/Chi should become very calm meaning it takes more effort to stir it up, it doesn't mean its not working especially if your workings are get results, it only means its not so easily agitated by artificial means. Think of the eye of a hurricane, the energy on the outside, that the world sees through your workings is incredibly intense, what you experience is the stillness at the center of the storm.

Very beautiful way of putting it. I think also, because I stopped doing physical exercise. I noticed it somehow activated my chakras immensely when I started again. It's still "muted" but now it feels more in a good, "flowy" way again, which it used to be.

Your predisposition gives you the ability to endure more than the average in terms of energy work. This also means that you are not going to feel the same as in the beginning as your tolerance quickly builds up, potentially enabling you to handle even more than previously.

I just thought I was doing something wrong, because the "tolerance" was almost instant to everything, but everyone describes very intense experiences I thought I was too weak or lacked sensitivity or something.

It feels more like a "calm stillness" that flows throughout my body, which I can direct like a plumbing system. Even if I do like 500 vibrations in a row it just feel's chill lol.

Do you think it's a bad idea to do 3 freeing the soul workings at once? I haven't faced any issues so far, but idk.

 

[Henu the Great]

Do you think it's a bad idea to do 3 freeing the soul workings at once? I haven't faced any issues so far, but idk.

Why would you do three?

 

[SomewhatCoherent]

I just thought I was doing something wrong, because the "tolerance" was almost instant to everything, but everyone describes very intense experiences I thought I was too weak or lacked sensitivity or something.

It feels more like a "calm stillness" that flows throughout my body, which I can direct like a plumbing system. Even if I do like 500 vibrations in a row it just feel's chill lol.

Do you think it's a bad idea to do 3 freeing the soul workings at once? I haven't faced any issues so far, but idk.

I also have a lot of Earth element in my chart and get similar effects. A lot of my rituals take time to build up and usually need stack a few together to really get the energy flowing. There are the rituals that are closer to training sessions. Then there are rituals that are closer to competition day. What seems to get a noticeable result is just being super sincere and speaking spiritually from the heart. The vibrations that personally I feel (on "competition day") are closer to environmental feedback rather than my own energy. Similar to the Gods or something in the environment patting me on the back "hey you are on the right track". Its seem very connected to the ritual as if the working is resonating with the object being worked on. Its hard to explain, if we are in the same boat it might make sense to you.

 

[AskSatanOperator]

Why would you do three?

Because I can [seemingly] get away with it and progress faster without the negative affects listed on HP Cobra's recent thread.

Is it still dangerous either way?

I also have a lot of Earth element in my chart and get similar effects. A lot of my rituals take time to build up and usually need stack a few together to really get the energy flowing. There are the rituals that are closer to training sessions. Then there are rituals that are closer to competition day. What seems to get a noticeable result is just being super sincere and speaking spiritually from the heart. The vibrations that personally I feel (on "competition day") are closer to environmental feedback rather than my own energy. Similar to the Gods or something in the environment patting me on the back "hey you are on the right track". Its seem very connected to the ritual as if the working is resonating with the object being worked on. Its hard to explain, if we are in the same boat it might make sense to you.

I think I know what you're talking about. It's a strange sense of "knowing" through the body?