Rituals #77267 Extreme anger during Final RTR

[AskSatanOperator]

I did a RTR for basically the first time. I had done one many years ago but this one was the first one in a very long time that I really sat down and focused on.

When I started it, I felt very confident and I felt very happy. like a golden light was on me and I knew I was doing something really good.

Then as the ritual went on, I got extremely, extremely angry. So angry I squeezed my dresser’s wood hard and my rosary too. and I kept thinking, I hate that they’re ruining society. and it wasn’t just that, I was angry I had to vibrate SO MANY things. things that sounded the same, some just repeated themselves. it made me so mad. my throat burned for one part and it got hard to breathe, those passed. but the anger remained. Then when I thought “this is for the Gods. it helps the Gods.” my anger would quell. I was never angry at the Gods, but the vibrations made me angry for some reason. I don’t know why I reacted like that. Can someone please help me understand?

 

[Fuchs]

RTR as long not told otherwise from clergy, isn´t anymore required. You can do the gods rituals instead.
After RTR always do returning curses 1 & 2. If you new you can do shorter vibrations, not so long extended ones.
Just holding your head back while having some water in your mouth does soothe the dry throat.

 

[Anemos Aiteros]

After RtR, you should do: Returning Curses Part 1 and Reurning Curses Part 2.

Now there is a schedule with the Grand Ritual of Zeus. You can join the Group Rituals.

The two Returning Curses and the Group Ritual of the Grand Ritual of Zeus will resolve most of the problems you have described.

 

[չ∂αяквℓσω]

I believe you are pissed off, after these dirty parasites almost destroyed the entire planet and caused the world horrible evil and unnecessary suffering.

 

[Henu the Great]

RTR as long not told otherwise from clergy, isn´t anymore required. You can do the gods rituals instead.
After RTR always do returning curses 1 & 2. If you new you can do shorter vibrations, not so long extended ones.
Just holding your head back while having some water in your mouth does soothe the dry throat.

The final rtr can be done from time to time to keep the shit at bay, like once a month, or similar. This was by clergy, not that they do not need to be done at all.

After RtR, you should do: Returning Curses Part 1 and Reurning Curses Part 2.

Now there is a schedule with the Grand Ritual of Zeus. You can join the Group Rituals.

The two Returning Curses and the Group Ritual of the Grand Ritual of Zeus will resolve most of the problems you have described.

Yes, indeed.

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To the original poster, it is normal to have outbursts of various emotions during and after these rituals, as they liberate us.

 

[Fuchs]

The final rtr can be done from time to time to keep the shit at bay, like once a month, or similar. This was by clergy, not that they do not need to be done at all.

Yes, indeed.

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To the original poster, it is normal to have outbursts of various emotions during and after these rituals, as they liberate us.

I thought they announce the dates and we do it together on the element server?

 

[Henu the Great]

I thought they announce the dates and we do it together on the element server?

Schedules are schedules, and everyone is free to do rituals as they see fit on their personal time.