Other #76980 I made a big mistake.

[AskSatanOperator]

A few years ago, I was in a state of loneliness and sexual excitement and contacted a certain entity through a pendulum. (Asked if there was someone who wanted to be with me in a loving/sexual way.)

When I felt a sexual touch, I naively believed that it was a reward from Satan, the Succubus.

In my defense, I can say that I asked 1000 times over the sigils of the gods - whether it is definitely from them, and whether it is a Succubus.

I got the answer - Yes, but apparently this essence can control the pendulum regardless of the location of the Sigil under it. Many times I masturbated and dreamed of feeling these touches, apparently strengthening my connection to “it”.

Now to the point and the problem - after that I started having terrible nightmares, after a while I found a girl, she left me for literally nothing, very cruelly - the nightmares intensified after that.

I am prevented from sleeping and deprived of sleep by sexual touching.

Reads all the time my thoughts, then in dreams in ABSOLUTELY different images comes and jokes about them, my problems, failures, this entity is also very strong and can predict the future for a long time ahead.

I have been and am very active in all schedules. I meditate and develop spiritually.

That also makes the increased probability of attack from the enemy, and not low rank.

Which I have attempted, and has NOT produced any results.

I turned to Satan, Orobas. Naturally conducted their rituals. (By the way, this entity also has the nerve to ridicule rituals, gods, implying that it is useless in my dreams) In general, very strong trolling on the verge of going crazy, but I'm still holding on.

Naturally aura of protection every day, I tried vibrating Vinnasaa, all does not give any results.

Further - more, this entity manipulates emotions, every time I want to break up with it I feel the strongest emotional pain, longing and love for it, as if it were a Succubus from Satan. I will say that I originally agreed that this is a FREE relationship through the pendulum and received an affirmative answer, which excludes the JUSTICE jealousy and revenge to my person from her side if it is so.

It also makes me think I'm jewish and that the gods are driving me crazy this way.

Uncontrollable abusive thoughts towards the gods arise.

What the hell can I do about it?

What is the probability that the Gods would become so mad just for the wrong “gene” (I am not 100% sure of my lineage) I have done NOTHING wrong in their regard, I serve by participating in rituals, I have been initiated, I pray to sigils asking for something. How would the gods feel if a jew (But only genetically, who has not acted and is not going to act against the pagans or their Gods, and even rather the opposite) did such a thing? I would hope they would just ignore it at worst, right? After all, irrational collective responsibility makes no sense!

 

[Hárbarðr]

After all, irrational collective responsibility makes no sense!

If a jew comes to the Gods, they just ignore him/her, no matter what he/she does. They don't get mad, unless the jew uses their name for some nefarious purpose.

In your case I'm positive you aren't a jew, otherwise you wouldn't be wondering whether you are a jew or not. If you were a jew you would feel entitled to the Gods and claim Gods are for everyone and those who say they don't like the jews are evil antisemites. I've came across jews who claim to be "Satanists" and that's exactly how they act. They place their jewishness before all else.

What the hell can I do about it?

This page offers important advice that should help you:

Dealing With Unwanted Entities

 

[Hárbarðr]

I hope you now understand how foolish is what you did. Never contact some random entity you don't know, especially when you are in a vulnerable state like loneliness. If you are lonely and are asking for an entity who is interested in you in a sexual way to contact you is like a woman walking naked in downtown Detroit asking for someone to help her. When you are in a vulnerable state, you're more open to attracting a predatory astral being.

If you are unsure about an entity, you don't merely ask it whether it's from the Gods. You send it electric blue Satanic energy. If it's from the Gods, it will like that energy. But if it's an enemy being, it will be either afraid or angry, it will not react well to it.