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I don't find them physically attractive. Actually I don't find anyone physically attractive anymore. I am a woman and this happens especially with men. I feel nauseous. I almost hate intimacy, even kissing or hugging. Holding hands.
The partner's obsession with virginity but willingness to experience sex, or just obsession with virginity even if I am a virgin, seeing that men who seemed like mountains when intimacy was established were nothing more than little children. Verbal sexual abuse, emotional obsession. Also there have been men who have used talking to me to satisfy their feelings or their sexuality and then just tossed me aside when they were done. I used to do stuff like that too, but when I was like 15 or so. Karma?
Experiencing these things over and over again destroyed both my emotions and my sexuality.
I cannot be alone, that's not my nature. I love romance. But I especially do not understand that virginity concept. That is just brings harm to the both sides, why is that persistence?
I don't know.
 
I don't find them physically attractive. Actually I don't find anyone physically attractive anymore. I am a woman and this happens especially with men. I feel nauseous. I almost hate intimacy, even kissing or hugging. Holding hands.
The partner's obsession with virginity but willingness to experience sex, or just obsession with virginity even if I am a virgin, seeing that men who seemed like mountains when intimacy was established were nothing more than little children. Verbal sexual abuse, emotional obsession. Also there have been men who have used talking to me to satisfy their feelings or their sexuality and then just tossed me aside when they were done. I used to do stuff like that too, but when I was like 15 or so. Karma?
Experiencing these things over and over again destroyed both my emotions and my sexuality.
I cannot be alone, that's not my nature. I love romance. But I especially do not understand that virginity concept. That is just brings harm to the both sides, why is that persistence?
I don't know.

You are not disgusted with men.
You're disgusted by the mentality that a Jewish-style society has taught them.
But you know, men are not built in series. There are also worthy men, whom you can attract to you, even get help from your Guardian:
 
If you like romance and don't want to be alone, how do you not like intimacy, kissing, hugging, and alike?
Perhaps you just haven't find a man you like yet. But if you'll fall in love you'll like these things, won't you? Else you should do freeing workings regarding sexuality, and after, attract a partner with a spell.
 
If you like romance and don't want to be alone, how do you not like intimacy, kissing, hugging, and alike?
Greetings!

Sorry for being off-topic to the OP. Answering on another aspect.

Romance is not equal to sexual intimacy. We romantically love an worship Father Zeus and this has nothing to do with our sexuality. Friendly and brotherly feelings can be romantic and chivalrous. Chivalry and Romance is a foundation of our culture and is how men are built. Forcing people into unwanted lifestyle will not result in any success only further their disdain to this. Some people have no natural disposition to any sexual intimacy and absolutely prefer platonic Uranic relationship and live their whole lives dedicated to higher art absolutely comfortable without any sexual contacts at all. I know such people living in the past. 21 century forces on people a lot of unneeded restrictions such as enforcement of vulgarity, physicality, extreme promiscuity and like, labeling lack of animal instincts or any higher nature as "mentally ill" while our Ancestors never had all these forced-animalized standards. Freedom to be yourself is for everyone not only those with prominent physical instincts.

I don't find them physically attractive. Actually I don't find anyone physically attractive anymore. I am a woman and this happens especially with men. I feel nauseous. I almost hate intimacy, even kissing or hugging. Holding hands.
The partner's obsession with virginity but willingness to experience sex, or just obsession with virginity even if I am a virgin, seeing that men who seemed like mountains when intimacy was established were nothing more than little children. Verbal sexual abuse, emotional obsession. Also there have been men who have used talking to me to satisfy their feelings or their sexuality and then just tossed me aside when they were done. I used to do stuff like that too, but when I was like 15 or so. Karma?
Experiencing these things over and over again destroyed both my emotions and my sexuality.
I cannot be alone, that's not my nature. I love romance. But I especially do not understand that virginity concept. That is just brings harm to the both sides, why is that persistence?
I don't know.

Sister, you are fully free to find relationship without vulgarity, apehood, orkhood and attract chivalrous man without animal instincts because such exist and in not small amount, but attraction of any energy is also your responsibility you have to accept and learn to master feminine magnetic energy "teaching" it to attract the right thing to you. Probably, to do some working on attracting what you need and repelling what you do not need.
 
Indeed, in fact this type of men is common, although among women as well, but I would not say that this type is in the majority. This is largely due to Jewish Influence and the Programming of society into a Destructive Axiology. Jews have heavily poisoned the themes of Sexuality, Romance and Love as such, so what you encounter is not what it represents, you should not take it as the natural order of things. Just like the general attitude towards the female gender, which is manufactured by Jews with a very toxic attitude.

Believe me, you are not the only one who has experienced similar events and feelings. However, it is solvable, but the speed at which it is solved depends on the depth of the problem, because the problem may lie much deeper than just the psychological aspect.

Here are extremely important Sermons that will help you realize the nature and extent of the problem (read them all):
Next I will give you some recommendations that will help you to get rid of this malignant Influence, or at least to weaken it.

Try to Realize where your feelings, aversions and fears come from. Realize your state in Meditation. You have to ยซProjectยป into it and feel it, but not cause it. This is similar to Regression, but not to past lives, but to the root of your state. It can take more than one session, and this practice can be complicated for you because it involves developed Introspection, developed Mental Body, developed Will and developed Concentration.

This problem may indeed be related to Karma, as this can come from past Incarnations and be ยซcompactedยป in the Soul, so you can do the Freeing the Soul practices outlined on the website. Among other things, I suggest you analyze the areas of your Natal Chart responsible for love, sex and relationships, as there you may find Positions, Conjunctions and Aspects that confront you with similar circumstances. This can be explained Karmically anyway, so you need to work with this for a long time, as well as with Deprogramming from your current beliefs, because they also prevent you from finding what you are looking for by blocking your Mind for it, which of course has a great impact on how you perceive the world around you.

Pay attention to your Svadhisthana Chakra (Sacral Chakra). Purify and Strengthen it with Mantra for it. Practice Yoga Asanas that activate this Chakra, such as Pashchimottanasana (forward bend) and/or Baddha Konasana (ยซbutterfly poseยป). In the long run, this will help you reconnect with your Sexuality and Bodily, and directly affect your attitude towards these topics. Hatha Yoga is important here, don't ignore it, but don't upset the Balance between the other Chakras by favoring only the Sacral Chakra.

You should also not exclude the Power of Affirmations, so use Affirmations aimed at breaking down these Blocks. This way you can work with your beliefs and your perceptions. Affirmations usually follow before direct Meditation because you are Meditating on the state you are Affirming, so you can include Affirmations for the type of Meditations I wrote about at the beginning. It's very individualized, don't follow a strict pattern, but incorporate Affirmations into your regular Workings anyway. In general, in some cases Affirmations are not necessary if you have a highly developed Visualization, and also if you know how to Manipulate Energies and Program them by Will, and in general understand what you are doing, but this is not the basic level. In a good way, Affirmations are making by yourself, based on your own thinking and your own circumstances, with which you want to work and which are laid in the basis of the Affirmation. But here is something to keep in mind: the Affirmation should be short, clear, must not include future time, but must include a safe Realization of the Magical Program itself.

Here are helpful Articles on the topic of Affirmations and Working with beliefs:
Also, here are some Sermons on the topic of Spiritual Healing (they are important in this context):
When you are strong enough and sane enough to connect your life with the person of your desire, in the future I advise you to use Practices to attract this person. The Sun + the Mars Squares can help you. There is also the great Magic Working from Voice of Enki for love relationships.

I believe you're going to be fine. Believe in yourself and your Strength. Zeus/Satan and Demons will lead you to the Might, just let them and yourself do it. Stay Strong! May the Gods bless you!
 
Very confusing

Okay, you're not attracted to men, and you feel bad when they talk to you and then stop.
But for some reason, you want romance.

Maybe you're a lesbian, or maybe you just want attention and companionship.
This companionship comes through sensual play, in other words, attention and the desire to feel validated in some way.

Feeling and valuing virginity is a natural evolution of men.
For a long time in the past, mental narratives have been created about why virginity is important, but these are just human mental and species mechanisms, the way man has evolved to pass on his genes during his evolution as a hunter-gatherer.
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Shaitan

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