Indeed, in fact this type of men is common, although among women as well, but I would not say that this type is in the majority.
This is largely due to Jewish Influence and the Programming of society into a Destructive Axiology. Jews have heavily poisoned the themes of
Sexuality,
Romance and
Love as such, so what you encounter is not what it represents,
you should not take it as the natural order of things. Just like the general attitude towards the female gender, which is manufactured by Jews with a very toxic attitude.
Believe me, you are not the only one who has experienced similar events and feelings. However,
it is solvable, but the speed at which it is solved depends on the depth of the problem, because
the problem may lie much deeper than just the psychological aspect.
Here are extremely important Sermons that will help you realize the nature and extent of the problem (
read them all):
Next I will give you some
recommendations that will help you to get rid of this malignant Influence, or at least to weaken it.
Try to Realize where your
feelings,
aversions and
fears come from.
Realize your state in Meditation. You have to
ยซProjectยป into it and feel it, but not cause it. This is similar to
Regression, but not to past lives, but
to the root of your state. It can take more than one session, and this practice can be complicated for you because it involves
developed Introspection,
developed Mental Body,
developed Will and
developed Concentration.
This problem may indeed be related to Karma,
as this can come from past Incarnations and be
ยซcompactedยป in the Soul, so you can do
the Freeing the Soul practices outlined on the website. Among other things,
I suggest you analyze the areas of your Natal Chart responsible for love,
sex and relationships, as there you may find
Positions,
Conjunctions and
Aspects that confront you with similar circumstances. This can be explained Karmically anyway, so you need to work with this for a long time, as well as with
Deprogramming from your current beliefs, because they also prevent you from finding what you are looking for by blocking your Mind for it, which of course has a great impact on how you perceive the world around you.
Pay attention to your Svadhisthana Chakra (
Sacral Chakra).
Purify and
Strengthen it with Mantra for it.
Practice Yoga Asanas that activate this Chakra, such as
Pashchimottanasana (
forward bend) and/or
Baddha Konasana (
ยซbutterfly poseยป). In the long run, this will help you reconnect with your
Sexuality and
Bodily, and directly affect your attitude towards these topics.
Hatha Yoga is important here, don't ignore it, but don't upset the Balance between the other Chakras by favoring only the Sacral Chakra.
You should also not exclude the Power of Affirmations, so
use Affirmations aimed at breaking down these Blocks. This way you can work with your beliefs and your perceptions. Affirmations usually follow before direct Meditation because you are Meditating on the state you are Affirming, so you can include Affirmations for the type of Meditations I wrote about at the beginning. It's very individualized, don't follow a strict pattern, but incorporate Affirmations into your
regular Workings anyway. In general, in some cases Affirmations are not necessary if you have a highly
developed Visualization, and also if you know how to
Manipulate Energies and
Program them by Will, and in general understand what you are doing, but
this is not the basic level. In a good way, Affirmations are making by yourself, based on your own thinking and your own circumstances, with which you want to work and which are laid in the basis of the Affirmation.
But here is something to keep in mind: the Affirmation should be
short,
clear,
must not include future time, but
must include a safe Realization of the Magical Program itself.
Here are helpful Articles on the topic of Affirmations and Working with beliefs:
Also, here are some Sermons on the topic of Spiritual Healing (they are important in this context):
When you are strong enough and sane enough to connect your life with the person of your desire, in the future I advise you to use Practices to attract this person. The Sun + the Mars Squares can help you. There is also the great Magic Working from Voice of Enki for love relationships.
I believe you're going to be fine. Believe in yourself and your Strength. Zeus/Satan and Demons will lead you to the Might, just let them and yourself do it. Stay Strong! May the Gods bless you!