Other #76619 I'm an nazi-atheist who converted to Satanism.

[AskSatanOperator]

Hello, I find Satanism a very interesting religion, I feel like it's something native to me, I have already done the initiation, but I still have scepticism in my head, my mind is so strong, is there any method I can use to create a small miracle for myself to dispel all the disbelief? I feel like they prevent me from moving on and make me feel lazy, I want to be inspired, to realise that I am not wasting my time, please help me.

 

[Koveras]

Disbelief is a state of mind, another thought. Observe it and ignore it. It's not you.

Much of the progress here comes in small steps that are easy to miss, not something big.

I suggest you keep a journal and after any meditations and work with the Gods you can write everything you feel: your state of mind, emotions, any mental images or visualizations you have, any inspirations, anything that suddenly popped into your mind. With practice you will see the subtle differences that happens when you practice. It's an intuitive thing that uses your higher, non-physical senses and these take time to develop.

If you have written in a journal every day for a year or more, read the first pages you wrote and it will be clear how much you have changed. Just like a person in puberty isn't aware that he is getting taller and his voice and body is changing, but if he looks back and watches a video of himself when he was younger he can see how much different he is now. Spiritual growth happens in the same gradual way.

 

[SeguaceDiSatanas]

any method

Try opening your third eye for a few days and meditating on it immediately afterward. If after the session is over you slowly start to feel pressure on your forehead, then you have gotten your answer

Opening the Third Eye 666

This is also good to know the energy:

Directing Energy from Azazel

Do the above after a Yoga Hatha sequence while standing in Savasana position.

Hatha (Physical) Yoga