AskSatanOperator
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Envy has always been my problem. Right now, I'm watching a man who I can only call a "phenomenon." Everyone he talks to becomes obsessed with him. Men talk about him and want to be friends with him, women fall in love.
This is really something strange.
I know that envy is an unworthy feeling, but I would like to get at least a small part of his ability and stop being insignificant.
What part of spirituality do you need to work on to get at least some of his skills? It seems like there's not enough spirituality in life to get some of it, just for self-satisfaction.
I'm tired of being inconspicuous and insignificant, and I want to take revenge on life, BECAUSE right now the girl I love has gone to him again, and he's taken her away. He knows me, he did it defiantly, writing on his social network "there is nowhere to run." It is possible to understand HOW I feel now.
I feel like I'm going crazy.
This is really something strange.
I know that envy is an unworthy feeling, but I would like to get at least a small part of his ability and stop being insignificant.
What part of spirituality do you need to work on to get at least some of his skills? It seems like there's not enough spirituality in life to get some of it, just for self-satisfaction.
I'm tired of being inconspicuous and insignificant, and I want to take revenge on life, BECAUSE right now the girl I love has gone to him again, and he's taken her away. He knows me, he did it defiantly, writing on his social network "there is nowhere to run." It is possible to understand HOW I feel now.
I feel like I'm going crazy.