Workings #76414 Can Munka cause this

[AskSatanOperator]

There is tons of karma in this part of my life that I targeted because of Saturn.
I'm on the day 35 of Munka targeted karma removing working and since day 30 I'm emotionally fucked I feel like I will die anytime and physically I feel very bad but there is no physical problem in my body, none, it is just feeling. On Every other day performing munka working becomes harder because my emotional state becomes worse. But I see magnificient dreams at night at the same time. For example I got oral from a girl and it was like real, And I spotted and Picked ginsen plant at dream, both of them are good signs and see this kind of dreams everyday. I feel like my whole being is doing its best to stop me doing this working, But my subconcious is trying to say: "Hey you are doing great bro!"
What to do now?
İf everything is fucked and I failed why do I see positive dreams, I think I do it well but there are last bullets remaining which is trying to stop me.

 

[Hs666]

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Yes, in some cases this is caused by karma. Continue with your work.

 

[Yagami Light]

This looks like a karma effect. The first times I was doing munka, I was feeling depressed, empty, dead. It was a horrible sensation - until it eventually lifted off of me, and I could breathe.
Keep doing what you're doing. Persistence and patience. This bad sensation will go away, I assure you.
If it's something very deep/strongly engraved in your soul, you may need to repeat the working. That's fine. Be strong. We can achieve true liberation through the Gods' meditations and our efforts.

 

[Ara666]

There is tons of karma in this part of my life that I targeted because of Saturn.
I'm on the day 35 of Munka targeted karma removing working and since day 30 I'm emotionally fucked I feel like I will die anytime and physically I feel very bad but there is no physical problem in my body, none, it is just feeling. On Every other day performing munka working becomes harder because my emotional state becomes worse. But I see magnificient dreams at night at the same time. For example I got oral from a girl and it was like real, And I spotted and Picked ginsen plant at dream, both of them are good signs and see this kind of dreams everyday. I feel like my whole being is doing its best to stop me doing this working, But my subconcious is trying to say: "Hey you are doing great bro!"
What to do now?
İf everything is fucked and I failed why do I see positive dreams, I think I do it well but there are last bullets remaining which is trying to stop me.

Your karma is being removed. It can feel that way. This is normal. It's usually by the end of the working that you feel like you want to give up. Keep it up with the working.

 

[SeguaceDiSatanas]

There is tons of karma in this part of my life that I targeted because of Saturn.
I'm on the day 35 of Munka targeted karma removing working and since day 30 I'm emotionally fucked I feel like I will die anytime and physically I feel very bad but there is no physical problem in my body, none, it is just feeling. On Every other day performing munka working becomes harder because my emotional state becomes worse. But I see magnificient dreams at night at the same time. For example I got oral from a girl and it was like real, And I spotted and Picked ginsen plant at dream, both of them are good signs and see this kind of dreams everyday. I feel like my whole being is doing its best to stop me doing this working, But my subconcious is trying to say: "Hey you are doing great bro!"
What to do now?
İf everything is fucked and I failed why do I see positive dreams, I think I do it well but there are last bullets remaining which is trying to stop me.

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