Ask yourself what you are lacking in, whether material, mental, or spiritual. Often we already know the answer, and the real problem is understanding how to achieve it; the journey often scares us, and in search of immediate gratification we forget about our true goals, which (the truth is) require a lot of work and focus. Look around you, what inspires jealousy and admiration in you? What don't you identify with? Above all, free yourself from subjection to the opinion and judgment of others, as the fear of the judgment of others puts you in a condition of unconscious subordination to others, whereby you lose sight of your true interests, your true emotions, therefore your true judgments (guided by each person's nature).
In addition, it would be very useful to observe your astrological chart.