Most likely, your
Aura is
weak and
catches most of the Energy of
external forces. People who feel uncomfortable in a crowd have a weak Core, they are pressured by the
psyche of their surroundings. Another category of people are
«deaf» to Energy fluctuations, they ignore the crowd and become a part of it.
You, on the contrary, should
strengthen the Aura, not suppress it, you should start with safer ways, such as
Color Magic.
Light green,
gold,
silver and
blue colors are suitable. Blue is exactly
Electric, that is,
Demonic color, quite powerful. But later you will have to build a
strong Aura of Protection on a Runic basis.
People and other Beings in the outside world, as Jews, in fact, often
radiate bitterness around, Empaths without their own Protection suffer from these moods, you should again engage in building an
Aura of Protection and engage in strengthening your own
moral positions, where will not bother
aggressive,
phobic and other thoughts.
The problem may still lie in the
low functionality of the Chakras and their inability to process Energies, to pump them. Perhaps the problem lies in the
Lunar,
Throat and
Solar Chakras. But it is necessary to strengthen all of them, so as not to create an
imbalance of Forces in your
Spiritual Body.
Let me tell you right away,
do not have inflated hopes for psychotherapists,
they will not solve the problem. They can discuss your behavior with you and point out how you can change, but do not rely on medicines, they have one way — to degenerate into something that causes
torment, as a consequence — the
destruction of the psyche and potency. If the disease can be controlled through pacification and revision of attitude, it should be treated
Meditatively. Of course, Satanism does not deny the power of Medicine, but most of the
pharmacological/
pharmaceutical drugs are rare crap sold by Jews mostly.
So in this case it is better to do
Power Meditations and improve yourself, then you will find the Power to improve the world around you.
Don't worry,
Satan and your
Guardian Demon are near, they will provide you with initial Protection and help you. Ask Satan for help through the
Standard Ritual. You will get through this.