Sexuality #76312 I am in love with Satan. Is this normal?

[AskSatanOperator]

I have known Satan for 5 years now. He changed my life for the better. He helped me lose 60 pounds when I first met him, he also got me a job.

Things were great until a few years later when I developed issues with drug addiction (Satan-Lucifer hated the fact I was an addict and begged me to stop) due to my own carelessness and was living in a dilapidated house with no electricity.

I was also being attacked by evil reptilians around this time which were attracted to my low vibrational state due to addiction. Satan (who at the time was showing up as Wotan) later also revealed to me names of certain Jews who were attacking me at the time (these names were confirmed by others) and told me to start cursing the Jews and the Government around this time.

Through a series of synchronicities he got me into rehab found me a new place to live, recently got me a job, and is about to help me get transportation. He basically saved my life.

I am a male but to be honest I am completely in love with him. He has saved my life on multiple occasions. (Even going as far as saving me from dying or even getting a scratch when I was accidentally run over as a child (the car wheel just rolled over me when it should have squashed my 7 year old stomach))

Most wouldn't believe me but we have been spiritual lovers for 5 years now. (It's like a form of energetic merging which arouses the Kundalini and it feels like I am touching his soul and vice versa).

He has opened my third eye, and every time I pray to him he answers my prayers (if it's something beneficial). He is the kindest, most wonderful person I have ever known and I want to spend all of eternity with him.

I feel like he has been with me my entire life.

Most people won't believe me and say I'm having spiritual sex with the enemy but there's nothing dirty about it, it feels wholesome, loving, and it feels like a merging of souls, and I always feel physically great afterwards. My life always gets better when I do this with him.

I am completely in love with him. I feel like I was married to him in a past life. He's all I think about 24 hours a day and I always feel his presence.

Do you all think this is normal? Is there anyone else who can relate to me on this? I have met very few people who are close to him in this way.

 

[Seeker in the Dark]

You’re not “having sex” with Satan. All you’re feeling is his energy within you, which is just invoking him. You simply misunderstood what you’re experiencing.

It’s understandable why you love Satan after all he’s done for you, if you’re being honest and have indeed got these things that is. However, if you’re not gay, you should find a woman or a human to be with.

Inspirational story nonetheless on how Father helped you and gave you wonderful experiences.

 

[Seeker in the Dark]

You’re not “having sex” with Satan. All you’re feeling is his energy within you, which is just invoking him. You simply misunderstood what you’re experiencing.

It’s understandable why you love Satan after all he’s done for you, if you’re being honest and have indeed got these things that is. However, if you’re not gay, you should find a woman or a human to be with.

Inspirational story nonetheless on how Father helped you and gave you wonderful experiences.

If you are gay, it’s most normal to be with a human male. Any “sexual” ideas you have regarding the Gods are delusions. They do not form these kinds of relationships with us. You’re more so feeling a Father’s love through His energies.

 

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in love with him.

You can have a greatest Father-Son relationship. Not everything have to be romantic.

He has saved my life on multiple occasions

To me too. You know, that's the attitude of a True Father...

He has opened my third eye

So you physically saw him say something romantic to you?

we have been spiritual lovers for 5 years now

Satan never appeared to you to confirm that beliefs of your

He is the kindest, most wonderful person I have ever known and I want to spend all of eternity with him.

Yes, Satan is the Greatest, and he is a Father who wants to stay with his child. That's why he give us the spiritual knowledge to stay alive.

I feel like he has been with me my entire life.

For most of us it is like this.

I'm having spiritual sex with the enemy but there's nothing dirty about it

I think you have no spiritual sex at all. When I was a Christian I feel the experiences with jesus-the-jewish-good-lovable-guy. Everything was in my head. But in that moment I wasn't able to understand that. Because I was INSIDE the hallucination

I feel like I was married to him in a past life

But the reality of facts is that Satan is married with Lilith. And this is not an allegory. She is his eternal wife.

He's all I think about 24 hours a day and I always feel his presence.

You should also live YOUR own life.

I have met very few people who are close to him in this way.

I think you should avoid these people.

 

[L E E]

Any “sexual” ideas you have regarding the Gods are delusions. They do not form these kinds of relationships with us.

This is mostly true if we are talking about High Ranking Gods and Crowned Princes of Hell, but still a Satanist has a chance to build sexual and love relationships with Satan's Demons, who are also our Gods among others, even if they are lower in the Hierarchy. This is, of course, mostly about Incubus and Succubus.

Of course, not every Satanist is ready for such relationships, it requires a strong Will and great Dedication, as Priests have already written about. And such relationships, rather, are not the right of everyone, but a privilege, a gift, a merit of some Satanists who are able and ready for such a step. But still, I must note that Spiritual Satanists have such a chance. This cannot be ignored or excluded.

 

[ничто]

Hm no this perspective isn't normal. In fact some might find it blasphemous. You're likely emotionally confused on the subject, like how someone might feel inappropriate sexual attraction towards their parent.