AskSatanOperator
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(This is just going to be a bit more personal so please dont mind it )
Im 18M and my brothers 26M , we both follow Satanism , infact my brother was the one who introduced me to JOS .
were very close , you could say as close as one can be . Like the Tate brothers but in a good brotherly way , were that close.
But when fights break out , i tend to cut the bonds . The fights breakout because my brother keeps disrespecting our mother , telling her really bad shit ( no one loves you in this family ) and more stuff similar to it. , he said this for the second time. The first time he said this we also had a fight, i explained him a lot , and even scolded him and made him realise his mistake, Telling him to atleast be grateful to your parents and respect them no matter what.
But it dosent go through his head for some reason i dont understand , today i got really pissed of , cause after he said this line , my mother broke into tears and was crying like hell. Being another Son , i start seing my brother as a stranger when he talks really mean to my mom .
cause in my mind , if you dont love your mother , you dont act like a son to her , then how am i even a brother to you.
i told him to get out of the house , and never show his face again , abused him a bit , and told him to never show his face again in this house.
I SAID ALL OF THIS IN PURE ANGER CAUSE LOOK I JUST CANT SEE MY MOM CRY LIKE THAT , LIKE TELLING SOMEONE , WHO HAS WORKED THEIR ASS OFF TO RAISE YOU UP , EDUCATION , GET YOU EVERYTHING YOU WANTED. but like i just cant but feel extreme anger when i see my mom cry because of him.
I know what i said to my brother wasnt right either , when i got angry but i cant help it man , even though i feel the most guilt about it after saying it . Im confused at this point , my brother dosent seem to change his personality , keeps disrespecting our parents talks like shit to them.
i keep praying to god , that one day atleast he realises that what he is doing is not right ,
Cause not only it ruins my mental stability , but also ruins my relation with my brother in the present . Im the type of person who will never get angry , i rarely get angry , im more of the silent type. Minding my own business. BUT I JUST yeah .
i dont know what to do man , disrespecting your parents hurting their feelings , even tho they dint do anything bad to you ever in life , its just so much bad karma , like a mothers tears , her own son his hurting her , man those tears , they act like curses , thats pure sadness that i see in my moms eyes.
im just utterly disappointed ( including in my for bursting out like that at him ) , and fed up.
Im 18M and my brothers 26M , we both follow Satanism , infact my brother was the one who introduced me to JOS .
were very close , you could say as close as one can be . Like the Tate brothers but in a good brotherly way , were that close.
But when fights break out , i tend to cut the bonds . The fights breakout because my brother keeps disrespecting our mother , telling her really bad shit ( no one loves you in this family ) and more stuff similar to it. , he said this for the second time. The first time he said this we also had a fight, i explained him a lot , and even scolded him and made him realise his mistake, Telling him to atleast be grateful to your parents and respect them no matter what.
But it dosent go through his head for some reason i dont understand , today i got really pissed of , cause after he said this line , my mother broke into tears and was crying like hell. Being another Son , i start seing my brother as a stranger when he talks really mean to my mom .
cause in my mind , if you dont love your mother , you dont act like a son to her , then how am i even a brother to you.
i told him to get out of the house , and never show his face again , abused him a bit , and told him to never show his face again in this house.
I SAID ALL OF THIS IN PURE ANGER CAUSE LOOK I JUST CANT SEE MY MOM CRY LIKE THAT , LIKE TELLING SOMEONE , WHO HAS WORKED THEIR ASS OFF TO RAISE YOU UP , EDUCATION , GET YOU EVERYTHING YOU WANTED. but like i just cant but feel extreme anger when i see my mom cry because of him.
I know what i said to my brother wasnt right either , when i got angry but i cant help it man , even though i feel the most guilt about it after saying it . Im confused at this point , my brother dosent seem to change his personality , keeps disrespecting our parents talks like shit to them.
i keep praying to god , that one day atleast he realises that what he is doing is not right ,
Cause not only it ruins my mental stability , but also ruins my relation with my brother in the present . Im the type of person who will never get angry , i rarely get angry , im more of the silent type. Minding my own business. BUT I JUST yeah .
i dont know what to do man , disrespecting your parents hurting their feelings , even tho they dint do anything bad to you ever in life , its just so much bad karma , like a mothers tears , her own son his hurting her , man those tears , they act like curses , thats pure sadness that i see in my moms eyes.
im just utterly disappointed ( including in my for bursting out like that at him ) , and fed up.
