can you do something to read inside me to tell me who truly am I and why I am here?
The answer to who you are lies in astrology. The birth chart is the map of our soul:
Learn how to use this astrology tool:
Joy Of Satan Astrology Project
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I think I am a baby demon stolen from hell and tortured by angels
There are inaccuracies that affect what you believe you are. To be able to help yourself, you should understand who you really are:
1) Hell is a place where Satan protects his souls while waiting to reincarnate them.
2) You are not a Demon (i.e., a Deity). From Ancient Greek "Demon" refers to one who has attained the Divine Condition, for example Zeus is a Demon (he is an aspect of Beelzebul). Obtaining the Divine Condition is a long and really complicated job that you will not have by default. It is not something you are born with, Satan gave alchemy precisely so that Satanists could use it to obtain the Divine Condition and be Demons.
3) Angels are not real beings who have power over you. Despite the misinformation deliberately promoted by False Christianity and its horrendous lies, an Angel is nothing more than a form of energy. It is nothing more than an energy curse, a bit of spiritual dirt. It is not something that picks you up, binds you and whips you spiritually. The Gods of Hell have power here because they are concrete Deities, but an Angel is not their opposite equivalent. An Angel is just a small aggregate of spiritual filth of not even too much importance.
I, yes this game is like: “find the monster”
So, as I explained, no one is chasing you to hurt you. But you can always do (indeed you should regardless) this daily meditation:
An advanced version:
For serious situations:
tell me if I can do something…
Yes, take care of yourself
my life is at the end of the road and I don’t find any solution
Please, read this reply of mine:
Hello brothers and sisters. An update. I made up with my family, they missed me and also I wasn’t approached by the company I wanted to work with. (Inactive HR department) I also can’t work beside this Uni’s semester as I’m in a critical position to flunk and repeat the year. I have nothing to...
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I don’t find any reason to live
You have and I can name at least 10, do you want to see?
1) Your Father Satan 2) The Guardian Demon who cares for you 3) The people in your life who love you or who will otherwise come into your life to love you 4) Yourself (self-love) 5) Your ancestors for whom you are here today who fought and died so that you would be 6) All the potential good you can do in this world with your life 7) Your future children 8) The society of your country to which you can contribute by working as an upright citizen 9) Respect for life itself and its sanctity 10) For your mother and the 9 months it took her to carry you just so you could be born. Is that enough?
please save me from suicide
And the nice thing is that you know I'm right otherwise you wouldn't feel like asking me for reasons to save you from suicide (so you don't want to commit suicide).
you’re right the sky is trying to make me commit suicide
The sky is ruled by the demon Zeus. If you are here writing on the True Satanism Forum it is because the Gods like Zeus wanted to guide you on this path and therefore you are important to them.