Sexuality #75768 Not wanting to have sex due to kink [Trigger Warning: Sexual Kink]

[AskSatanOperator]

So, from my childhood, I loved watching wrestling. At first, I used to get aroused when I watched women wrestling. I would get aroused when I would see the loser and feel like comforting her, and would imagine myself in her situation. I would feel only upto that extent, nothing more. And as I grew older, my desire to watching wrestling and attraction to the loser constantly increased. THE ONLY THING THAT CHANGED IS THAT I STARTED TO LIKE MEN WRESTLE around my puberty, and i did not like watching women wrestle at all. The change happened very fast, i could not even tell how or when and why it happened.

Spoiler: Trigger Warning: Sexual Kink

And since then, I started watching men wrestle, and I would jerk off while the loser is getting dominated and feel attraction to the loser. This is my condition till now. I have never felt like having sex at all, since childhood. I even signed up for wrestling at my highschool, only because i wanted to get dominated be guys. Also, sexually, I gay. I am attracted to men. I think of getting f*cked by men, kissing men etc. I deeply love men. But i have never been able to jerk off while thinking of having sex with men/women. I can only jerk off when I see a fight. Sorry for being this direct. I don't know what to do. Mind you, I was like this since early childhood.

 

[Henu the Great]

A freeing of the soul working with the mantra "Munka" is an appropriate course to take (during waning Moon, in Pisces, Aquarius, or Scorpio, for example) while also finding a healthy outlet for your sexuality. Receiving help from the Gods can be utilized, too.