#75764 This allied victory planet and how much I hate it, and taking disproportionate revenge on the allies

[AskSatanOperator]

(I know venting does nothing but spread hate, but I could hold no longer)

Had this inside me for a over a year, I want to escape this allied victory planet called earth so much.

Did research on electrogravity, teleforce and other things so I can have a ship ready made and armed so I can ****, because I trust no one in space.

So far no working concept, Hope to leave earth in the late 2050s so I can say that I did work for the Gods on this allied shit-sphere.

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It all started when I read about Maria Orsic on these forums and I, suddenly for no reason became morbidly jealous of her and others who left with her while Nazis that weren't useful to the jews were tortured to death.

Ever since reading that post, earth was no longer my home, Alpha Centauri became my home.

Just think of that, I never got to know my new home and instead I'm still stuck here, ain't that pathetic?

All I can say is I want my revenge to be totally disproportionate and I want there to be no fairness for those allied victims who fall under my hate.

I using Ask-Satan because my desire for vengeance is absolutely morbid and I wouldn't have it any other way.

 

[AFODO]

It's more pathetic that you cannot stand war and want to escape it.
This is fairy tale, have some real goals in life.

 

[Henu the Great]

I remember you. This is based on misplaced feelings, misconceptions, and outright delusions. A more grounded approach would give you a better outcome in your mindset and in your endeavors in general.

 

[Recycler1337]

Distinguish fantasy from reality.

This is the most difficult thing to learn, I myself am not fully able to do it sometimes, although I am giving advice now.

When stressful situations occur in your life, your mind builds up plots, sometimes extremely shizzy, do not believe in them, your brain is playing a cruel joke on you.

Focus on the here and now, not the Alpha Centauri.