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For the record, the name "Lydia" came to me as a child. A relative bought me a comic book, and a character had the name Lydia. I had a full-blown spiritual experience, I was in a trance for hours, just amazed at what a unique (I had never heard of the name before) and beautiful name it was. I wrote it everywhere, kept saying it in my mind. I vowed to legally change my name to it as soon as I was legally old enough to do so (I didn't do that).
I forgot about the name until I found the JoS. As I was thinking of a username to join the yahoo groups, I remembered this name, and typed it in. Perhaps the trance was the Gods telling me to remember the name to use it when the time came....