AskSatanOperator
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I know invoking element of fire is important for advancing, but I have a problem.
Since childhood, I have an extreme phobia of fire. I am terrified of it and paranoid about being burned. I am fearful that invoking the element may attract negative experiences with fire to me. I know this might sound very silly and yes, I know my phobia is irrational. I've never had any actual bad experiences with fire before in my life, but this intense fear has always been with me.
It's strong and it has made me avoid invoking fire element altogether.
However I also know it's important for advancing and even required at very advanced stages of meditation when one is working towards Magnum Opus. Not that I am near there yet, but I still want to learn the basic foundations now.
Fire is sacred as well and I really want to overcome my fear.
Even my birth astrology chart shows low fire element and an excess of water. It's frustrating.
Please assist with some advice. Thank you everyone.
Since childhood, I have an extreme phobia of fire. I am terrified of it and paranoid about being burned. I am fearful that invoking the element may attract negative experiences with fire to me. I know this might sound very silly and yes, I know my phobia is irrational. I've never had any actual bad experiences with fire before in my life, but this intense fear has always been with me.
It's strong and it has made me avoid invoking fire element altogether.
However I also know it's important for advancing and even required at very advanced stages of meditation when one is working towards Magnum Opus. Not that I am near there yet, but I still want to learn the basic foundations now.
Fire is sacred as well and I really want to overcome my fear.
Even my birth astrology chart shows low fire element and an excess of water. It's frustrating.
Please assist with some advice. Thank you everyone.