AskSatanOperator
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Hello. The other day (actually, recently, depending on when the question is posted...) I decided to go into a trance at night. Well, what... I went in. I think. And then I fell asleep, how can I say... And I had a dream. At first, everything was normal. I, as a person who writes books, continued to think about them even in my sleep. I was walking around my living room in my sleep, thinking out loud... And, passing by the monitor, I heard a crackling sound, like electricity? I'm not sure, but it was a crackling sound. I didn't pay much attention until I stood right in front of the monitor and saw that "it was somehow suspiciously dark behind my back... Where did the shadow come from?...". I slowly began to move to the side. And as I walked away, horror flared up in my soul... IT, in a hood, in a black robe, with a crackling blackness in place of the heart chakra, hung in the air, was turned to me "facing", stood behind my back... I was so scared that my scream in the dream manifested itself in reality - I screamed in reality. In the dream, I rushed to the kitchen - there were people there. But no one again (it seems this was happening more than once) believed my words that "it came back!!!! I beg you, please, JUST BELIEVE ME!!!!.....". And I woke up. It was very realistic. After which, falling asleep again, I saw the following dream. A dream about me going to a shopping center with one person - to talk to another person. But during the conversation I got bored, and I decided to walk around the shopping center. I went out to the entrance. I saw that someone was launching a balloon. And, having already decided to go back, I turned around... and there was no one. All the people had disappeared. I was alone... I rushed back. But the shopping center seemed to have become distorted, like a labyrinth - I walked the same road three times and could not find the path I had taken when the shopping center was normal. Finally, I decided to go the same way, the first one, the "wrong" one, as I initially thought, but more about it later - it turned out to be the right one, only, as I already said, distorted. But everything was already closed, the lights were out everywhere. The shopping center was apparently abandoned...
Here I also woke up, at this moment. It was again very similar to reality. And, what is most curious, both - and ESPECIALLY - the first dream! - are my main fears. About the first dream - I am very afraid of visual hallucinations (due to one traumatic incident that happened when I was 6 years old), I am afraid to see something that no one else will see except me. The second - probably it is the fear of oneirod or sudden changes (I don't know for sure here, honestly). And I wondered - could it be provoked by the fact that I, having fallen asleep in a trance (I was immersed in a medium-deep! However, I don't know whether I was immersed there or not - I fell asleep earlier...), "opened a jar with my subconscious fears" - fly out / I don't want to, as they say? Could this be so? Am I right in thinking? (I didn't play or watch anything like that that day during the day and before bed, I give you my word, you don't have to suggest such options!)
Thank you, and I apologize for such a long post.
P.S. Warning, I used for writing this text the translator - I don't speak English good (I forgot to add this part of my text in the translator and I write it myself now, sorry for mistakes if they are there).
Here I also woke up, at this moment. It was again very similar to reality. And, what is most curious, both - and ESPECIALLY - the first dream! - are my main fears. About the first dream - I am very afraid of visual hallucinations (due to one traumatic incident that happened when I was 6 years old), I am afraid to see something that no one else will see except me. The second - probably it is the fear of oneirod or sudden changes (I don't know for sure here, honestly). And I wondered - could it be provoked by the fact that I, having fallen asleep in a trance (I was immersed in a medium-deep! However, I don't know whether I was immersed there or not - I fell asleep earlier...), "opened a jar with my subconscious fears" - fly out / I don't want to, as they say? Could this be so? Am I right in thinking? (I didn't play or watch anything like that that day during the day and before bed, I give you my word, you don't have to suggest such options!)
Thank you, and I apologize for such a long post.
P.S. Warning, I used for writing this text the translator - I don't speak English good (I forgot to add this part of my text in the translator and I write it myself now, sorry for mistakes if they are there).
