Every feeling, even those ones, are caused by a certain factor. By reflecting on the reason for the appearance of these emotions, we can come to the realization where these emotions comes from and why they arise. Think about whether what you have given is the real reason or whether there is something more behind the cause of your jealousy. Regarding your question, Father Satan is very understanding, don't worry about it.
This feeling can serve you as inspiration and motivation to set the goals you want to achieve. Jealousy draws attention to what we want and need, so when expressed in a certain way, it can serve as a guide to personal development. On the other hand, excessive comparison to others can lower self-esteem, cause sadness and any other similar emotions.
Therefore, such constant comparison with others, if it is not used for a specific purpose, e.g. as a source of inspiration for one's own development or healthy rivalization, will not bring much good. For this reason, think about what exactly is the cause of your jealousy and how you can use it to your purpose, where, as I mentioned above - you can draw inspiration from it to pursue your own settled goals, as one of the examples.
Some people who have achieved more in life have devoted their time and effort to be where they are today. This is visible even with our members - look at the hierarchy, titles and badges. However, everyone has their own path and it doesn't necessarily mean that you have to or want to be at the top. It depends on your personal goals and awareness of what you want to do and become in the future. Everyone has their own role, but above all we fight together - not against each other - while caring for our family. If there is something you feel good and confident in, you can use it to help other sisters and brothers here - this will help you value yourself more by helping others, as we all have our own strengths.