Jax911
Member
Greetings to my brothers and sisters in Satan.
As of today, it's exactly been 3 years since I dedicated myself on this path. And these 3 years have been the best years of my life in terms of personal development. Foremost of all, the first year was the hardest and the most rewarding year for me, as it taught me too many precious but brutal lessons. At the time of my dedication, I was getting treated for kidney failure with 2 hours of home dialysis session for 6 days per week. I started doing the 40 days program by HPHC 4 days after my dedication. And as I was on the 7th day of it, I received a call from my specialist telling me that they found a kidney donor whose kidney might be compatible with mine and told me to come to the hospital at 2pm. When I arrived at the hospital, they already had a prepared a room for me and they told me they'll take a compatibility test from me and the donor that's called a crossover test and that it'll take hours to see the results. And at midnight, the nurse came to take me to the surgery section saying that the I was indeed compatible with the donor after giving me immuno depressants. An hour after I woke up, the nurse came to take me to my room, where my mom was waiting. I stayed at the hospital exactly for 16 days and 17 nights. My wounds usually heal slow, so I couldn't do the breathing exercises for a week. It's even safe to say I couldn't do anything. When the wounds were healed and the nurse removed the stitches, I tried to continue on from the 8th day of the 40 day program but felt the side effects instantly. A weakened body couldn't handle the high energy and the high vibration, so I vomitted, and this wasn't the only time that happened. So I had to restart from zero. From then on, things went smoothly, everything seemed to stabilize when I got home. Although I couldn't eat any sugar or salt for 3 months, I could live an almost normal life. That combined with meditations and yoga made me pretty confident about myself. I couldn't believe I managed to complete the 40 day program. But incident happened. The youngest brother of my mother, our uncle who was close like a brother to me and my siblings died a sudden death. It saddened me deeply, but it made me even more frustrated and lit my will of fire even stronger. I think everybody in the family blamed themselves at the time, because he made years in prison and just a year after he got in a car accident and the next year he died a sudden death while everyone was believing his health condition is getting better by the day. I blamed my in-competitiveness and inability to help out my loved ones more than ever before. So I started the 6 months program. I still repeat it nowadays. That program is so well constructed and rewarding. A year ago, I found out that the goddess Agares is my Guardian. Everything about her, even her sigil and abilities were relevant to me. When I look back now, the gods always helped me and my family out in difficult times even before I found the JoS. I'll give one example. Back in 2011, when my father had a work dispute and got fired for the wrong reasons, me and my mother unexpectedly met a shaman when we were visiting a former work colleague of my father in Germany. He returned the curse that was put on my father by the same guy who got him fired. If that didn't happen, idk what would've happened to my father and to us. And I don't think that it was a coincidence that the doctors found a donor 10 days after the dedication ritual. Idk if I could come this far if I was still doing dialysis. The last decade(including the years I didn't know about the Jos) was harsh to me but it taught me the most important lessons of my life. Persistence, patience and the power of will get you anywhere you want. I address my thanks to HP Cobra, Lydia and other senior members and the gods for always answering my questions and guiding me on this path.
As of today, it's exactly been 3 years since I dedicated myself on this path. And these 3 years have been the best years of my life in terms of personal development. Foremost of all, the first year was the hardest and the most rewarding year for me, as it taught me too many precious but brutal lessons. At the time of my dedication, I was getting treated for kidney failure with 2 hours of home dialysis session for 6 days per week. I started doing the 40 days program by HPHC 4 days after my dedication. And as I was on the 7th day of it, I received a call from my specialist telling me that they found a kidney donor whose kidney might be compatible with mine and told me to come to the hospital at 2pm. When I arrived at the hospital, they already had a prepared a room for me and they told me they'll take a compatibility test from me and the donor that's called a crossover test and that it'll take hours to see the results. And at midnight, the nurse came to take me to the surgery section saying that the I was indeed compatible with the donor after giving me immuno depressants. An hour after I woke up, the nurse came to take me to my room, where my mom was waiting. I stayed at the hospital exactly for 16 days and 17 nights. My wounds usually heal slow, so I couldn't do the breathing exercises for a week. It's even safe to say I couldn't do anything. When the wounds were healed and the nurse removed the stitches, I tried to continue on from the 8th day of the 40 day program but felt the side effects instantly. A weakened body couldn't handle the high energy and the high vibration, so I vomitted, and this wasn't the only time that happened. So I had to restart from zero. From then on, things went smoothly, everything seemed to stabilize when I got home. Although I couldn't eat any sugar or salt for 3 months, I could live an almost normal life. That combined with meditations and yoga made me pretty confident about myself. I couldn't believe I managed to complete the 40 day program. But incident happened. The youngest brother of my mother, our uncle who was close like a brother to me and my siblings died a sudden death. It saddened me deeply, but it made me even more frustrated and lit my will of fire even stronger. I think everybody in the family blamed themselves at the time, because he made years in prison and just a year after he got in a car accident and the next year he died a sudden death while everyone was believing his health condition is getting better by the day. I blamed my in-competitiveness and inability to help out my loved ones more than ever before. So I started the 6 months program. I still repeat it nowadays. That program is so well constructed and rewarding. A year ago, I found out that the goddess Agares is my Guardian. Everything about her, even her sigil and abilities were relevant to me. When I look back now, the gods always helped me and my family out in difficult times even before I found the JoS. I'll give one example. Back in 2011, when my father had a work dispute and got fired for the wrong reasons, me and my mother unexpectedly met a shaman when we were visiting a former work colleague of my father in Germany. He returned the curse that was put on my father by the same guy who got him fired. If that didn't happen, idk what would've happened to my father and to us. And I don't think that it was a coincidence that the doctors found a donor 10 days after the dedication ritual. Idk if I could come this far if I was still doing dialysis. The last decade(including the years I didn't know about the Jos) was harsh to me but it taught me the most important lessons of my life. Persistence, patience and the power of will get you anywhere you want. I address my thanks to HP Cobra, Lydia and other senior members and the gods for always answering my questions and guiding me on this path.
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