alteregoname
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- Dec 12, 2022
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Hello and sorry to bother you.
I found your forum and JoS a couple of months ago..
First i discovered that the link on the front page leading to ''kaballahexposed'' is broken, perhabs taken down.
So after that discovery i downloaded as much as JoS as i could, in fear of losing what haven't been taken down yet.
Unfortunally i haven't got the time to dive into it yet.
Some things in my personal life has led me to this page & forum, along with another page & forum.
The reason i decided to post my question here instead of the other forum is, that you guys here actually seem to respond to newcomers, and doing it without sounding way to encrypted & shakespearean.
I can see from some other of the recent post here ex. ''Goblock'' that you have some trolls around.
I Hope you do not mistake me for being such.
And if you feel that I have not worked hard enought yet to deserve my answers, i don't mean to offend any of you guys.
1)My First Question.
Around 20-30 times the past year. I've had this experience:
I lay down in my bed with my eyes closed, & behind my eyelids is completly black.
Far away in this black space behind my eyelids i little white light appears in the middle & if i focus it i becomes a ''tunnel of stars'' that i travel inside.
The tunnel is moving very slow and twisting and turning.
The way i can observe that the tunnel is twisting & turning is because that, it's like a see trough glass-tunnel(with ''stars'' all around/inside the edges of this tunnel) the glass part is not importan, im just trying to explain how i can only see ''stars'' and ''darkness''
The Stars/Light kinda looks like the FIRST picture here.
and the tunnel is shaped like the SECOND Picture here.
Please ignore the colors on the pictures, behind my eyelids is only Black & white.
I'm NOT sleeping when this is happening, I Know because my ears work, and i can hear night traffic outside, my radiator pumping heat etc.
This expirience is not something I have any control over, i can't decide by my self when this is happening,
it's just there when it's there..
The tunnel is moving very slow and twisting and turning, BUT as soon as i start to get ''to aware'' of what heppening behind my eyelids, the tunnel starts to race and go extremely fast, and kinda ''Fizzles/fades out'.. I have never reached the end of the tunnel.
I would love to hear what you guys think about this, this is manly my most important question?
Any explanation. I never meditated or anything.
2)Second ''question''/me thinking out loud.
This expirience got me very curious about DMT, to the point where i actually bought 2g. of it.
I have let all of my friend try if, and watched them trip and come back amazed.. But something inside me tells me not to try it for myself, I think it's very real in a way that my friends don't.
I'm scared to get sent to a place to real, whatever that means.
3) Third Question:
Here i was actually going to as you guys about you're opinion about another rabbithole like this i found on the internet.
But since I just by the first glance of this forum, can see that you guys are dealing with some trolls here, I Don't wan't to guide the to this other ''gem'' of a website.
4) Fourth & last Question.
What will happend to me/my soul if I kill someone?
Like in full blown warfare against a freedom snatching/enslaving jewish goverment/ in rage against evil. (or what i percieve to be evil)
Sorry if i offend any of you guys by being a ''looper'' or whatever another member of this forum, called the constant newcomers ariving asking the same questions. over and over again.
But i have my personal reasons to seek answers.
Sorry for my bad english aswell.
Best Regards - Virgo
I found your forum and JoS a couple of months ago..
First i discovered that the link on the front page leading to ''kaballahexposed'' is broken, perhabs taken down.
So after that discovery i downloaded as much as JoS as i could, in fear of losing what haven't been taken down yet.
Unfortunally i haven't got the time to dive into it yet.
Some things in my personal life has led me to this page & forum, along with another page & forum.
The reason i decided to post my question here instead of the other forum is, that you guys here actually seem to respond to newcomers, and doing it without sounding way to encrypted & shakespearean.
I can see from some other of the recent post here ex. ''Goblock'' that you have some trolls around.
I Hope you do not mistake me for being such.
And if you feel that I have not worked hard enought yet to deserve my answers, i don't mean to offend any of you guys.
1)My First Question.
Around 20-30 times the past year. I've had this experience:
I lay down in my bed with my eyes closed, & behind my eyelids is completly black.
Far away in this black space behind my eyelids i little white light appears in the middle & if i focus it i becomes a ''tunnel of stars'' that i travel inside.
The tunnel is moving very slow and twisting and turning.
The way i can observe that the tunnel is twisting & turning is because that, it's like a see trough glass-tunnel(with ''stars'' all around/inside the edges of this tunnel) the glass part is not importan, im just trying to explain how i can only see ''stars'' and ''darkness''
The Stars/Light kinda looks like the FIRST picture here.
and the tunnel is shaped like the SECOND Picture here.
Please ignore the colors on the pictures, behind my eyelids is only Black & white.
I'm NOT sleeping when this is happening, I Know because my ears work, and i can hear night traffic outside, my radiator pumping heat etc.
This expirience is not something I have any control over, i can't decide by my self when this is happening,
it's just there when it's there..
The tunnel is moving very slow and twisting and turning, BUT as soon as i start to get ''to aware'' of what heppening behind my eyelids, the tunnel starts to race and go extremely fast, and kinda ''Fizzles/fades out'.. I have never reached the end of the tunnel.
I would love to hear what you guys think about this, this is manly my most important question?
Any explanation. I never meditated or anything.
2)Second ''question''/me thinking out loud.
This expirience got me very curious about DMT, to the point where i actually bought 2g. of it.
I have let all of my friend try if, and watched them trip and come back amazed.. But something inside me tells me not to try it for myself, I think it's very real in a way that my friends don't.
I'm scared to get sent to a place to real, whatever that means.
3) Third Question:
Here i was actually going to as you guys about you're opinion about another rabbithole like this i found on the internet.
But since I just by the first glance of this forum, can see that you guys are dealing with some trolls here, I Don't wan't to guide the to this other ''gem'' of a website.
4) Fourth & last Question.
What will happend to me/my soul if I kill someone?
Like in full blown warfare against a freedom snatching/enslaving jewish goverment/ in rage against evil. (or what i percieve to be evil)
Sorry if i offend any of you guys by being a ''looper'' or whatever another member of this forum, called the constant newcomers ariving asking the same questions. over and over again.
But i have my personal reasons to seek answers.
Sorry for my bad english aswell.
Best Regards - Virgo