FancyMancy
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NinRick said:All you said is just common sense.
HP. Hoodedcobra666 said:What you write has to do with common sense, which of course, is applied on existence for functional reasons.
I admit - I don't love, but I also don't hate, Satan. I at least (want to say that I) respect Him. I am certainly more drawn to Him than to jewsus, of course. I can't deny the experiences I have had, including some seemingly random thoughts or occurrences (coincidences) but which - either important or trivial - actually happened. e.g. I remembered a thing about a cartoon I watched when I was younger. I also remembered something which was (I thought) incorrect about it which I thought was not from this cartoon but from elsewhere... but when I watched one episode because I remembered it the most, that thing which I thought was incorrect was actually in that very episode - but I didn't remember it being in the episode; I thought I was remembering it separately. When I watched it after I thought it myself, it was mentioned in it.NinRick said:In reply to the last thing you said, I would suggest you do a working, so your mind is opener for Satan.
Do a Working and program your mind to love and respect Satan to the fullest.
This is the fast track to advancement.
I have been doubting my own... sense, I suppose. I want to give advice, but I have been doubting myself. I don't know if I give helpful advice or not. I want to, but I refrain from it sometimes.
Anyone who has read enough of my posts probably has realised that I probably make silly or stupid mistakes in what I try to convey (others have said basically the same thing about me). Yes, I might be in a lardy-dar voice eloquent and well-spoken, dear [/lardy-dar voice], but that doesn't prove anything. It now feels, as it has for some time, that I am being fake and hypocritical; I think the time has (long past) come to get better. (I also have a positive emotional manipulation attached to me, so I don't really have a choice to do this! It was meant with the best intentions at heart.) I have just about decided to do a working from this date. I have made a start on various videos of argument (about christianity, of course!). Some of the logical, reasonable arguments go over my head, or I sort of... not grasp but manage to snag a tiny bit of it to get something akin to less-than-a-gist of it; whereas other things of the arguments I can follow. I never did critical thinking in my education. I want to increase my intelligence - which, which I didn't realise, includes memory and other things which seem to not be related but apparently are. Emotional intelligence, memory, of course logic...
Regarding the cartoon above, and my watching videos of argumentation - these things are actually related. I have been wanting to start a project, and I might be sort of OK with it, but with this working and improvement, I would be so much better at the arguing side of it. (The practical side of the project, I don't know yet; I thin I will have to learn.)
With having certain thoughts, opinions, actions, behaviours, interests... whatever, these are to be more holding me down in lower vibrations, and going back to them or being stubborn with them, that increases the difficulty for me to escalate and improve. With this Rune working, I am hoping to move past these things, or have them not be as big a problem or as big a deal for me, something which I can manage or surpass and excel beyond. I am expecting and hoping that this working will be very, very beneficial to me in many ways - while I know "doing this is wrong/not helpful/not good enough", it seems I more compromise and accept it, like wearing wet socks or a bracelet that is too tight, or not scratching an itch; I just try to ignore it and continue on with it. (Other things in my Physical life have been improving in one way or another, so I'd might as well continue it with Spiritual things.) While I expect and hope positively about this, I have to also admit that there is a niggling doubt, as well. This would be a severe hindrance, I think.
KENAZ
intellect. The traveler on the road to the underworld carried Kaun to illuminate and guide. The shape of this rune is of a delta for smooth flight and also penetrating. Magically this rune can be used for intellect, penetrating things as it carries energy. It also increases awareness and gives insight.
MANNAZ
Rune of logic and the left side of the brain. Used for enhancing intellect and strengthening the memory. Helps one to gain more knowledge of one’s self which is essential in working magick.
EHWAZ
When used with other runes, Eihwaz unites the energies harmoniously.
I shouldn't overload myself, so would using both of these together be OK? Should I also use any Runes which help to keep them harmonious with each other? Perhaps use KENAZ at one time, then MANNAZ a few hours later, instead, with the same affirmation? It would be better for me to use them both at once, though. I presume I may also get some unintended positive results? If I use EHWAZ, then it might help me with psychic communication (even though the calendar shows the 8th as a good day to begin psychic workings) as a by-product of my main working (similarly to when doing Void, it helped me visualise better, which was 100% unintended)? Would I have to specify, e.g. "[various things related to intelligence]", or by affirming "intelligence", all these things (memory, logic, understanding, problem-solving...) would also be improved along with it?
I am going to say something which I think others might agree with and know about or recognise in themselves, but don't want to admit. As a long-time member, and having whatever reputation I have forged for myself or 'accidented'* upon myself, here, I think others would expect me to be much further along and better, which is a downside to being online-only; my 'school teachers' can't see how much progress I am not making; here I am merely a username and somewhat anonymous. I can blag it, to a certain extent. I know some, but I don't know who, have registered again on disposable accounts to (I am presuming) avoid embarrassment and ruining their reputation here. For me, 'swallow my pride' or ignore all of that - I am asking this now. I think it is beyond high-time that I did.
Please and thanks.
*this is actually a word, with different meanings; I didn't know; I thought it would have had a red squiggly underline