When I first came to Satanism, I asked the satan to teach me how to do magic. Before Joy of Satan I came (i.e. from another sect) I would practice magic all day I only improved myself in magic for 4 years, but I can't control it fully anymore. ____________ I used to study magic all day long...

I'm being spiritually abused. Every time I clear my aura, I start to feel worse. This spiritual abuse doesn't just affect me My brother left the gas stove on tonight, luckily my mother noticed Everyone seems to be my enemy but I don't care about that, it's not the main problem. It happens...