Thanks for explaining! I will read those links you mentioned. So I think if I really want to use one I'd better create my own, because then I'll know what's in there. HAIL SATAN!

What do you think about it? And how to do it?

"Made a pact" I meant that I dedicated my soul to Satan, my English is bad, sorry. And your comment was very good, it helped me, thank you very much!

This is the thing I regret the most. But I will change, take it seriously, do things the right way, for the Gods, me, and for love.

I did the aura sensing test, my hand felt a little warm. But going into more detail, I made a pact in January, I made the schedule, but there were days when I forgot to do it, and I doubled the amount To "make up" for the day I had forgotten, but I saw that I had to be constant, So I'm going to...

It's a big shiver all over your body.

It makes me happy and relieved to know that it has nothing to do with them leaving me, usually my head creates these crazy ideas. But yes, I did the meditation, I felt discomfort in my body doing it, there were times when my inspiration "stuck". I regret not having been more committed before...

I've been meditating and making an agreement for months, but I'm going to redo the schedule due to some problems... generally in my meditations like AoC and some rituals I can't feel the energy, and if I do feel it, it's little. I don't really meditate much, nor do rituals often. I'm afraid the...