Thank you for your responses. I will try to understand these ideas. For me, determinism is definitely the right way of thinking. The sense of freedom feels like an illusion to me. If possible, could you provide me with a few resources to read?

I have been reading on this forum for a while. I completely believe in the existence of gods, but I don't think there could be something superior to determinist fate. I believe that we are all, absolutely, part of the universe, including the gods.