First things first, Please excuse my lack of knowledge. Tonight, I felt amazingly euphoric, every sensation was just superb. I assumed it had to do with my dedication. I was wondering about my Guardian Demon, so I asked My 'Penduluoija' (Pendulum in conjunction with Ouija board) And it...

I'm trying to do the dedication now,and I've done everything but writing my name in blood. I've got a freaking lambda sliced into my finger and I've gotten a quarter of a drop. not even enough for the first letter of my name. Do I have to write my whole name or just my first name? Because either...