I'm looking for a buddy or friend in the Satanist community who is (preferably) more experienced than I am, so I can come to them with my general questions, comments, or concerns. I'm 15 years old, and I've been a dedicated Satanist for only 6 months, going on 7, so not that long. I really want...

Firstly, I am somewhat new to Satanism. My dedication ritual was preformed in August of 2015. It is now November, the night before Thanksgiving. Now, I know I should not be doing what I wish to do so early, but I fear what might happen if I don't. My current lover, a girl who has been my best...