I was Raised catholic and right now agnostic, but Satanism seems to keep popping up in my life. So I am more or less exploring it to see if there is a reason why it keeps popping up in my life. I mostly joined this e-group to see if I could find guidance. As most of my life has been a CF + FUBAR.

I started out with the Necronomicon, As a doorway to the occult it can be very overpowering. I tried to summon the Watcher, Which I suggest not doing at all, or in all honesty messing with anything in that book as the front page states can cause insanity. When I first read it I was X-Tian...