Would my detication work if I still belive in my god I know it's a really stupid question but I can't just simply drop of all of my past belives just like that and it sucks that I can't really umm can I find any help from you guys thanxx in advance

hey guys I'm kinda really new not in this group only but also in this whole satanic world I'm a bit lost umm not a biy a major lost in about everything and I need help soo ... can anybody help me I wanna know more about much everything I'm from israel so I don't have anyone to guide me if u...