when i first dedicated myself to enki, years ago, i started a book of shadows. mostly i put my spellwork n thier, contacts with different entities, and a few journal entries. this book was taken by two brothers that my husband and i always considered close friends almost like family. they read...

what are the energy types of your wings? i felt compelled to ask because i very much enjoy my wings, and they are three very different types i use for very different things. just to share since i'm asking you to share, i'll tell you my three types. i have 4 sets of what i call ports in my back...

there are meditations on the website for opening your psychic ears. you need to practice those so that you can gain learning, companionship and other things the internet is giving you right now straight from the source. demons can fill all these needs and more but you need to be able to hear them.

define torture room. i am personally into s and m. and i enjoy things that are non-harmful, but if you walked in on me and my partner you might run screaming. i don't mean to laugh at him but he prolly stuck his nose in on a lil slap and tickle.

I agree with amlug full heartedly. and i want to comment that i don't think you are factoring in free will enough in the rebirths. even after reaching godhood their may be reasons to rebirth. it seems confusing now, it won't always. their are many reasons to want and not want to be rebirthed...