If it sounds good to you listen. If it sounds like crap look elsewhere. Because fear weakens you. You just have to trust your own intuition.

These are not exactly problems just how you express your dislikes and frustrations that is totally normal. As you advance you will become more confident and less shaken by things including these feelings you explained here.

If you have any tips for this thank you. I really want to learn how to do this. I couldn't do it when I tried. Maybe its because my concentration is poor or the fire starter isnt intense enough.

When is the next ritual going to take place? I feel they should be done more frequently. But tell me what you think.