Ive dedicated myself, and want to continue growing as a satanist, but I feel like I've come to a wall. Is there any way I can meet a more experienced satanist? I want a teacher, or guide,

Hello, I am an 18 year old who has been interested in satanism for many years now, and have been researching. I began to learn laveyan satanism, but felt Satan to be real to me, and felt his energy when I pray to him, and decided I did not agree with the laveyan atheist view on satanism. I have...