I'm a beginner and I don't do daily meditation as I should. Sometimes I'm busy or lazy but I get picked on at school and I want to know what meditation or magick can I use for a beginner?

I dedicated my soul to Satan on an August night. I didn't get very much blood but I was told it was still valid. I didn't feel any change but felt a lot of guilt due to what my Christian parents have told me about Jehovah. I always hated going to church even when I was younger. The more I start...