..I realize that I havn't been doing all that I could since I became a Satanist, and I realize now that maybe I should have waited. I know the war is coming and well reading the message from Father Satan its coming sooner. I don't believe I could go though with everything that we must do just...

To start off trying the trance thing when you don't have a clue about medation? I mean does it just make it harder is it dangerous or something because I know I don't work on it as much as I probably should, but I have tried a couple times and all I do is get extremly sleepy and stuff. So I'm...

Can someone help me. I mean I try and try but Idk I mean evertime I have tried I just fall asleep

That something is wanting to harm me. After doing my dedication ritual the first thing that happened was a J appeared above my left eyebrow and then I have gotten sick just kinda outta no where pretty much and it doesn't seem to be getting better... Can anybody tell me what is wrong with me or...

Will they branded you or anythig because about 2 days after my ritual I had a J appear on my forhead and well I really don't know if I even have a gurdain demon but can anyone tell me? HAIL SATAN!!!

I think I totally messed it up. I mean I was all nerves and stuff I mean how do I know it didn't just cause me to not beable to follow this path.....

--- In [email protected], "ancientsoulm8" <mysweettot@... wrote: Well yeah I know this but I was thinking of a differnt kinda relenship like a seriouser relenship.

Can you really have a relenship with a demon or is that just some make up stuff? Not saying that I would have one with one it just I wanna know because I'm curious if it is possible

Is it possible to talk to Satan before then? Or does he prefer that you do the ritual first? and what if you can't do it because of one little thing and you don't understand the whole astral temple thing.

If so can someone tell me how I wanna ask him something but I don't know how to talk to him before I do the ritual and I can't do the ritual yet not tell I find some matches or a lighter... can anyone help me

I don't want to be desrespectful to Father Satan, but I'm scared to death of needles and let alone poking myself with one has me all the more terrified. Is there a way to get over this fear so I can perform the ritual

I want to do this but I'm scared to I Don't believe Satan is evil at all as far as I know the "God" I am suppose to pray to does not anwser my prays. In fact when I need "God" the most it seems as if he ingores me. Will Satan and his Demons not do that? Will they not leave me hanging off a cliff...